Some of my fic in some fandoms is posted publicly under the same name on AO3 and/or dreamwidth, but a certain percentage of my hockey rpf stories ( and all of my drabbles / not!fic ) are f-locked here, so friend me if you would like access to those and I will generally friend back pretty quickly. If I miss you, please feel free to comment on this entry or message me, because as we all know sometimes LJ gets creative with its notifs. You're of course more than welcome to comment on this entry or elsewhere if you'd like to introduce yourself, that would be very much appreciated and will most likely result in me badgering you to be my friend, so consider yourself fore-warned: THESE ARE FRIENDLY PARTS. ♥
{as organized by fandom, and chronologically under that heading, with the general disclaimer that none of this is real and I'm definitely not profiting from it}
Suits:
Let Me Down Easy (or Stay) (August 2011)
Harvey/Mike | NC-17 | 6,487 words | no warnings.
for the prompt: "Mike seems to get flustered and overwhelmed pretty easily. This trait carries over to the ~bedroom, where Harvey takes special care to make Mike tell him exactly what he wants."
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AO3 'Til You Gave Out All Your Skin (August 2011)
Harvey/Mike | NC-17 | 8,733 words | no warnings.
for the prompt: "Harvey/Mike, Jealousy and/or Possessiveness."
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AO3 ['Friends? I'd Say Family' 'verse:]
Friends? I'd Say Family (August 2011)
Harvey/Mike | PG-13 | 12,033 words | kid!fic.
wherein Harvey has a five year old son within the pre-establish canon 'verse.
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AO3White Rabbit's Adventures in Manhattan (September 2011)
Harvey/Mike | PG | 2,000 words | established relationship.
for the prompt: "tl;dr Harvey really really wants to lionhead rabbit and Mike buys it for him."
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AO3 Constant Knot (August 2011)
Harvey/Mike | PG | 1,891 words | established relationship. flu!fic.
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AO3 Loving Like It's Breathing (August 2011)
Harvey/Mike | NC-17 | 6,600 words | wanders into D/s territory. phone sex.
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AO3 ['Vinyl Advice' 'verse]
Stop, Look, Listen (September 2011)
Harvey Mike | PG-13 | 7,630 words | pre-slash.
music!au of sorts - Harvey is Harvey and Mike works in a record store.
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AO3Wrong From Right (October 2011)
Harvey Mike | PG | 5,803 words | angst. pre-slash.
immediate continuation of last.
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AO3 Dulce et Decorum Est (pro de amor mentiri) (September 2011)
Harvey/Mike | NC-17 | 15, 033 words | telepathy!fic. angst.
for the prompt: "So, Harvey always says that he is so good at reading people. But what if that doesn't only mean reading their body language, but also their minds? I would like him to wake up one day and be able to hear what Mike thinks."
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AO3 It's Hard To Say 'I Don't' When I Do (September 2011)
Harvey/Mike | PG-13 | 2,726 words | no warnings.
five times someone insinuated that Mike Ross is warm for Harvey's form 1 time he blurted it out all by himself.
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AO3 The Awkward Life & Times of Mike Ross (Fool's Gold) (October 2011)
Harvey/Mike | NC-17 | 18, 011 words | fixation!fic. mild body worship.
for the prompt: "Mike sees Harvey naked, just once, just for a second. He means to forget the image -- he really does -- but with his memory, it sticks in his mind as clear as if he took a hi-def photo, blew it up and framed it in his bedroom. The image pops into his head at inopportune times (the more inopportune, the better)."
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AO3 Precedence Shall Be The Order (July 2012)
Harvey/Mike | PG-13 | 4,398 words | spoilers for the current season up to and including S02E05.
deals with the immediate aftermath of / fall out from S02E05 - 'Break Point.'
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AO3 One Direction:
It's Not Just Where You Lay Your Head ... (June 2012)
Liam/Zayn, pre-OT5 | PG-13 | 4,502 words | hurt/comfort fic.
written for
harriet_vane on the occasion of Liam breaking his toe.
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nutricula Just To Get It Blessed (August 2012)
Zayn-centric, Zayn/Other(s), Zayn/Harry | R | 12,628 words | coming out fic, angst, confusion.
written for
romasquerade's birthday.
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AO3 You Came At Me In The Middle (September 2013)
Nick/Harry | NC-17 | 5,244 words | Radio One RPF, first time.
for
romasquerade@
AO3 Teen Wolf:
blood to bleed, mouths to feed (August 2013)
pack-centric, Derek/Stiles, Lydia/Jackson, Boyd/Erica | pg-13 | 22,372 words | major canon divergence, canon typical abuse / violence.
Nothing in Derek's experience suggests family can be found.
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AO3 if you're running out of breath and your building's burning down (November 2013)
Derek/Stiles | nc-17 | 7,897 words | major canon divergence, canon typical violence, magic.
“Forest. Nemeton. Come, please. Hurry. Now.”
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AO3 Hockey RPF:
Go All In With Me (October 2011)
Kaner/Tazer | PG-13 | 4,107 words | not!fic. heaps of angst. established relationship. warning for depictions of an emotionally abusive situation, although it's explicitly discussed as unintentional and eventually resolved as something they're committed to working on / SORRY FOR, etc.
this horrible cycle of "I'm so in love with you but I'm going to never say so and I'm not ACTUALLY disappointed in you / irritated by you but I'm going to CONSTANTLY say so"
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LJ Cabbed All Day (Took The Bus Back Home) (November 2011)
Jordan Eberle/Ryan Nugent-Hopkins/Taylor Hall | NC-17 | 12,107 words | no warnings. not!fic
And that's how they come to hear the “Feelings I Have For Jordan Eberle and Taylor Hall” speech that is secretly (naturally) their favorite.
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LJ And It's Over, And I'm Goin' Under (December 2011)
Kaner/Tazer | NC-17 | 15,048 words | no warnings.
Kaner and Tazer find too much space between them, and these are their efforts to cross it.
My City's Still Breathing (December 2011)
Kaner/Tazer | PG | 435 words | failed drabble.
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LJ The Rich and Famous (January 2012)
Taylor, Jordan, Ryan | PG-13 | 606 words | failed drabble.
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LJ Lake (January 2012)
Jordan-centric, with Ryan and Taylor | PG | 385 words | failed drabble.
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LJ Cities At Night (January 2012)
Jordan Eberle/Ryan Nugent-Hopkins/Taylor Hall | PG-13 | 1,869 words | failed drabble. established relationship. description of anxiety/panic attacks.
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LJ Road Trip (Feburary 2012)
Kaner/Tazer | PG-13 | 818 words | failed drabble. abusive / unstable situation.
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LJ Heat Wave (February 2012)
Taylor Hall/Ryan Nugent-Hopkins(/Jordan Eberle) | PG-13 | 729 words | failed drabble.
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LJ How To Become A Man, (March 2012) co-write
liketheroadKaner/Tazer | NC-17 | 36,483 words | kid fic.
In which Kaner gets spontaneously de-aged into a six-year-old, and he and Tazer both have a lot of growing up to do.
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LJ [ on
smallacts ; friend to access ]
Super Canadian, Cuddling-For-Warmth comment-fic, co-write with
liketheroad again (May 2012)
Kaner/Tazer | PG-13 | 5,479 words | winter fic.
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LJ Homemaker, Game Changer, for
liketheroad (May 2012)
Jordan Eberle/Ryan Nugent-Hopkins/Taylor Hall | 52,948 words | nesting!fic. fluff. angst. hurt/comfort. DIY.
Jordan Eberle worries too much, Ryan Nugent-Hopkins just wants to fix all the things, and Taylor Hall loves them anyway.
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LJ, posted originally as comment fic
here,
here and
here.
X Amount of Truth (Proof of Induction) (May 2012)
Jordan Eberle/Taylor Hall | PG-13 | 5,000 words | truth/feelings!pollen: the warnings that come with that: consent and volition issues, characters being drugged without their knowledge or permission. angst. misunderstandings.
for the
home_ice clichefest challenge.
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home_ice I Could Trip A Referee (May 2012)
Taylor Hall/Ryan Nugent-Hopkins(/Jordan Eberle) | NC-17 | 3,415 words | established relationship.
Ebs is out injured, and this is the story of how that came to effect things in the Hall-Eberle-Nugent-Hopkins household. Sexually.
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LJ The Mess You Made Was Nominated (July 2012)
Jordan Eberle/Ryan Nugent-Hopkins, Ryan Nugent-Hopkins/Taylor Hall, pre-OT3 | 5,110 words | biting (not explicit).
for
liketheroad & the NHL Awards
home_ice challenge.
here @
home_ice Long To See You Whole Again, for
okubyo_kitsune (August 2012)
Jordan Eberle/Ryan Nugent-Hopkins/Taylor Hall, Taylor Hall/Jordan Eberle | NC-17 |11,600 words | cross-dressing.
Ryan wears ladies underthings and poor Ebs and Hallsy deal with that. Relatively well, actually.
posted
here and
here @ LJ.
As Long As I Have You Around, for
liketheroad (September 2012)
Patrick Kane/Jonathan Toews | PG-13 | 3,327 words | no warnings apply.
Jonny finally gets around to calling Patrick after Cinco de Kaner festivities have hit headlines.
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LJ Somebody's In-Between Girl, for
burnishdvictory (September 2012)
Jordan Eberle/Ryan Nugent-Hopkins/Taylor Hall, Taylor Hall/Jordan Eberle pre-established | PG-13 | 3,000 words | body worship, maybe.
Ryan returns to Edmonton having made some changes. Jordan and Taylor have to adjust their view of him accordingly.
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LJ In This Country That Better Be a Proposal of Marriage (October 2012)
Jordan Eberle/Ryan Nugent-Hopkins/Taylor Hall, COLTEN TEUBERT | G | 700 words | established relationship, fluff.
"Jesus," Colten pauses, forehead wrinkled in contemplation, "this is way more complicated than I'd thought. There are all kinds of emotional ties at play. Not to mention balls to juggle.
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LJ Five times Jordan and Taylor kissed Ryan and one time Ryan kissed back, for
okubyo_kitsune, (October 2012)
Jordan Eberle, Taylor Hall, Ryan Nugent-Hopkins. Ryan/Jordan | PG-13 | 5,271 words | Feelings.
he only gets one terribly nice taste of that and the threat (promise) of Ryan's teeth nipping at Jordan's lower lip before their drinks are being plonked down in front of them and they're breaking apart to find Taylor standing next to them, hands in his pockets and a frown on his face.
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LJ If You're Still Bleeding You're The Lucky Ones, for
206fragilebones, (December 2012)
Jordan Eberle/Ryan Nugent-Hopkins, established Jordan Eberle/Taylor Hall, eventual Jordan Eberle/Ryan Nugent-Hopkins/Taylor Hall | NC-17 | 11,364 words | established relationship, canon-typical violence (hockey fight).
Ideally, Jordan would like it to be a slow and delicate process. All heartfelt conversation and coaxing makeouts, maybe a little romance because it's Ryan and he deserves to be wooed. But then Ryan gets started on his one man mission to be his own fight club, and all thoughts beyond keeping Ryan alive go very quickly straight to hell.
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LJ i lost teeth and gained wisdom, for
liketheroad, (May 2013)
Kane/Saad, Kane/Toews | R | 20,003 words | no warnings.
“You’re troubled, Peeks. Your rookie here felt a disturbance in the douchebag force and went looking for an adult. I don’t know whether that was because of or in spite of your training and example, but the kid did good.”
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LJ we did enjoy our happiness, for
earth_is_a_star, (August 2013)
RNH/Eberle, Eberle/Hall, RNH/Hall, Hall/RNH/Eberle | NC-17 | 37,831 words | no warnings.
And Ryan isn't doing much of anything, but if it's working he can keep it up. He quickly figures out that the easiest way to make Jordan smile is through clean, competent plays, and the surest way to get a laugh out of Taylor is to either trip up or fire a slapshot at him. Once he knows what to do, Ryan is off and running.
tigers on a gold leash (August 2013)
Eberle/Nugent-Hopkins/Hall | NC-17 | 1,742 words | sex toys, felching, phone sex.
It's probably Taylor's fault, because most things are.
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home_ice i mingle with divinity (August 2013)
Kane/Toews | NC-17 | 2,859 words | sex magic / sex luck, but no artificial or preternatural coercion.
“Hey,” Patrick says, putting his hand on Jonny’s thigh, feeling giving, “You and me, we’re golden when our boners touch. It’s just what happens after that’s unnatural or whatever.”
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home_ice love notes for
imogenedisease, (August 2013)
Eberle/Nugent-Hopkins/Hall | PG | 512 words.
love you. x ryan it says at the very bottom in slightly smaller handwriting, with a dash at the beginning like Ryan had paused before he wrote it.
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home_ice headphones for
imogenedisease, (August 2013)
Toews + Sharp | PG | 793 words.
If Jonny is wearing headphones, he is out of bounds.
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home_ice bare-knuckled, a coda to
if you're still bleeding ( you're the lucky ones ) for
maleyka, (August 2013)
Eberle/Nugent-Hopkins/Hall | PG-13 | 692 words.
Taylor is seeing the aftermath for the first time, and Jordan lies still and watches him learn what Ryan looks like bruised and breakable, cut up and hurt but here with them with his throat bared. Bare-knuckled. Bare.
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home_ice more as the story unfolds, for
poeelektra, (August 2013)
Kane/Toews | PG-13 | 1,742 words.
“Today we join the Chicago Blackhawks, quite possibly and in fact probably the greatest team in the history of all sports ever. We’ll start this inside look at what goes on behind closed doors with an exclusive one on one interview with the team’s distinctly average captain, Jonathan Toes."
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home_ice amnesia, for
zortified, (August 2013)
Kane/Toews, background Eberle/Nugent-Hopkins/Hall | PG | 848 words.
Ryan laughs and pokes Patrick in the thigh when he rolls his eyes. Hard, too, because Jonny has rubbed off on him in all the worst ways. Well, not the very worst ways. Thank god.
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home_ice public hand-holding, for
littlestclouds, (September 2013)
Tyler Ennis/Wacey Hamilton | PG-13 | 2,202 words.
In the two years they spend playing together in Medicine Hat, Wacey never gets to room with Tyler. The first time he thinks of it as something he doesn’t ‘get’ to do, he knows he’s in trouble.
you can fall for chains of silver / you can fall for chains of gold, for
littlestclouds, (September 2013)
Beau Bennett, background Malkin/Crosby | PG | 389 words.
Beau isn’t jealous. He just wants a shot. One chance. An in.
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home_ice nervous habits, for
poeelektra, (September 2013)
Eberle/Nugent-Hopkins | PG-13 | 1,213 words.
Ryan doesn’t want to share. That’s not how this works.
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home_ice rock, paper, scissors, for
guingel, (September 2013)
Gally Squared | R | 559 words.
It’s something to do when they’re bored and lonely and nothing more. They don’t have feelings for one another. This doesn’t matter.
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home_ice baked potatoes, for
guingel, (September 2013)
Malkin/Crosby | PG-13 | 343 words | established relationship.
Geno doesn’t mind making enough for two. He never has. His mother speaks of his generosity like it’s a flaw.
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home_ice the flesh, the juice, the pith, the pips, the peel, for
earth_is_a_star, (October 2013)
Kruger/Oduya | R | 6,628 words | found family, emotional needs, team bond.
The Blackhawks don't know Marcus well enough yet to be familiar with him and what he needs, and the Blackhawks never ever count on luck.
a dainty dish to set before the king, for the
home-ice halloween challenge, (November 2013)
Kane/Toews | NC-17 | 24,099 words | demon fic.
But then the clocks strike midnight - clocks plural - and that’s weird as fuck, because the year is 2013 and Jonathan Toews doesn’t own any clocks that make that noise. He doesn’t own any clocks that make noise period.
and all of us can be friends (December 2013)
Ryan/Taylor | pg-13 | 2,845 words | first kiss.
“Um. Hi,” he manages, because he's incredibly eloquent. Super great at conversation. Innately gifted at the art of being totally comfortable around other human beings he wants to put his mouth all over.
greet another door that opens in (July 2014)
luke / ashton / calum | NC-17 | 9,852 words | warnings: underage
The photographer directs Luke to stand between them, maybe to offset the pinching fight that’s broken out, or maybe for some value of aesthetic that Luke can’t see because he’s in the picture.
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AO3 build on me, build on me (August 2014)
luke / calum | R | 13,332 words.
“You kidding? That’s exactly what I’m looking for in a life partner, Hemmings. You’re officially the fore runner, even though you being thirteen point three feet tall is terribly emasculating for me. You’ll have to spend a lot of time on your knees, but I think we could make it work.”
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