Jun 19, 2006 01:39
I ate way too much (it was my birthday) then passed out on my bed at 10.30. I've normally been falling asleep around 5-6am so 1030 is against my sleep cycle, this could be why I'm having trouble getting back there.
Part 1#
As I was drifting off I first dreamt that I was nodding off on the side of a grass hill with a completed verticle drop. I rolled off the side off the hill and fell like a brick about 10-20 feet down with a hard thud on the grass. I guy in a white pick up truck (he was old and looked like a grounds keeper) saw me and gave me an "oh shit" look right before I woke up. I remember breifly fearing weather or not the drop hurt my back before I realised I was in my bed and that didn;t happen. Then I went back to sleep...
Part 2#
I'm standing infront of the bathroom mirror down stairs, staring into it. Its night and all the lights are off. I'm wearing just my gray boxers which inicated I just woke up and haven't chamged. I'm nausis and standing infront of the mirror. I don't look like me. I have a crue cut, am a little ripped, and actually look like a younger Liev Schreiber. My face really looks like this guy on the cover a shitty video game about evil clones one of my friends had years ago, anyway...
I'm standing infront of the mirror and I'm afriad I;m about to puke. My eyes are glowing blue like Ras Al Goul's when Bruce Wayne was tripping out on the blue flower. I''m remembering coversations. They're flipping through my head pretty fast, different people, scared and arguing about aliens. The way to figure out who an alien is has something to do with teenagers. They are never teenagers, don;t like teenagers, and or never are people who have teenagers. A women is freaking out in my head, screaming that dosn;'t really help. THe guy, just some old fat bald white guy, is saying its a start. I remember aliens look just like us but they puke these blue/gray squid tenticle things before they turn.
I'm afraid I'm turning into an alien. I think I hear some one in the living room so I leave the bathroom and go into the hallway. All the lights are off and I can;t see or hear anything but I'm scared and I'm convinced someone is there, possibly an alien. I think I see someone move in the shadows when I wake up. I think I saw me, or someone wearing my clothes.
Its just the same I can't get back to sleep cause I'm afraid of more creepy dreams, and I think I may really be nausis, so I'm afraid of chocking on my own vomit in my sleep. I've got like one bowl left. I've beem trying to stay clean lately, but I do have a job lined up and it is my birthday. I'm considering smoking it to help me get back to sleep but I;m afraid that'll just bring worse dreams.