Yeah, yeah...you don't believe it this stuff...but...
Friday, 5th August 2005
TAURUS
(Apr 21 - May 21)
Iron bars may, or may not, make a prison. Iron hearts, though, most certainly do. When we toughen up, when we close off, when we shut down, when we lock our emotions away, we become terribly trapped. It can take us years to even realise quite how entrenched we have become, or how counterproductive our self-defence mechanisms actually are. There's now a new planet in the sky and a new spirit abroad on the earth. In your life it will manifest as a new wave of inspiration.
as always, bold emphasis mine.
Mr. Cainer, there are some days where I don't know if I absolutely adore you...or if I absolutely abhor you. You are too close to the bone....too close for comfort some days.
Come to think of it, I have that dichotomy with most of the men in my life.*
* if you are a man who is reading this, and I've let down the world famous emily walls (patent pending) and actually cried in your presence, let myself be vulnerable, let my heart be made of something other than iron, well then, it's a fair bet that at times I adore you and at times I abhor you. Sometimes even at the same time.
I'm talented like that don't cha know.
*kisses*
be careful...you never know what comes after the kiss...kiss...