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Sunday night...
June came up yesterday, and we spent ALL yesterday and ALL today together...we watched movies, went out to eat, played outside, went to Nicks for a barbeque....and I had a lot of fun. she just left about 20 minutes ago, and right now I am more sad then I have felt in a really long time. I wont see her until August and I'm really going to miss her. Also, I'm just so terribly terribly nervous about going to NY and Camp Southwoods...I just keep thinking, "How did I get myself into this situation?" I feel like I should be in my tent at Ledgewood. But then when I think about that...I'd really rather eat cat poop then do another Summer there with all the dramatic girls and their cliques. It's like Middle School all over again. So, I guess I am better off. I just feel so confused right now. And alone.
June came up yesterday, and we spent ALL yesterday and ALL today together...we watched movies, went out to eat, played outside, went to Nicks for a barbeque....and I had a lot of fun. she just left about 20 minutes ago, and right now I am more sad then I have felt in a really long time. I wont see her until August and I'm really going to miss her. Also, I'm just so terribly terribly nervous about going to NY and Camp Southwoods...I just keep thinking, "How did I get myself into this situation?" I feel like I should be in my tent at Ledgewood. But then when I think about that...I'd really rather eat cat poop then do another Summer there with all the dramatic girls and their cliques. It's like Middle School all over again. So, I guess I am better off. I just feel so confused right now. And alone.