you, stop!
run everyone, i'm insane!
Been in that eternity mood where you see the end of everything, how meaningless my little struggles are, what an illusion my "progress" has been. Zoomed in so close that everything looks like a flaw, zoomed out so far that everything is permanently out of reach. Cursed lens of the Bends. At least everyone is cooperating enough that this might be clean, and I might vanish without a trace.
Maybe this is the same premature cutting of "losses" as before. Probably just a bad mood, but unchecked. I don't know what to do about it. I'll figure something out eventually, until then I guess I have nothing to do but struggle.
Been in that eternity mood where you see the end of everything, how meaningless my little struggles are, what an illusion my "progress" has been. Zoomed in so close that everything looks like a flaw, zoomed out so far that everything is permanently out of reach. Cursed lens of the Bends. At least everyone is cooperating enough that this might be clean, and I might vanish without a trace.
Maybe this is the same premature cutting of "losses" as before. Probably just a bad mood, but unchecked. I don't know what to do about it. I'll figure something out eventually, until then I guess I have nothing to do but struggle.