Jan 29, 2004 19:25
W r i t i n g i s j u s t a b u n c h o f l e t t e r s s t r u n g i n a r o w , b u t s o m e t i m e s t h e y m e a n m o r e t h a n t h e s u m o f t h e p a r t s . I ' v e w r i t t e n f o u r l e t t e r s . F o u r l e t t e r s w h e r e I b e a r m y s o u l . A n d I s t i l l m i s s h i m. T h e w o r d s d o n ' t h e l p , t h e l e t t e r s d o n ' t h e l p . N o t h e a r i n g t h e p h o n e r i n g h u r t s . I l o v e e v e r y o n e o f m y f r i e n d s , b u t t h e r e a r e s o m e e m o t i o n s I j u s t c a n ' t h a n d l e b y m y s e l f . I c a n b e f i n e u n t i l I s t a r t t h i n k i n g .
And I'm thinking now.
But these are just letters. In my paper on the Truman Show and Existentialism. In my eljay. In the notes I'm copying for Modern Political Thought. These are the kinds of letters that are meaningless individually, except they're also meaningless as a sum of parts.
Isthatthewaylifeis?