Still crushing
Last Semester I loved doing this stuff. I jumped at the opportunity to run off and study with friends. Being the only person to completely solve the double pendulum problem was a serious high point.
Now, I just lack the care or the desire. This has been hashed over and over the past month, but it is still true. I feel like I am lagging behind, or not understanding the material, but I can still do the work no problem. It can't be that I don't understand. Or that I am bogged down. It's....I dunno. Depression? Nerves? The wedding is this semester too.
Blergh. I wish I could pinpoint it so I could make it go away.
Also, what is this pain in my side? I can't tell if it is internal or muscular. This warrants more investigation if it doesn't go away in a week, or if it gets worse.
Now, I just lack the care or the desire. This has been hashed over and over the past month, but it is still true. I feel like I am lagging behind, or not understanding the material, but I can still do the work no problem. It can't be that I don't understand. Or that I am bogged down. It's....I dunno. Depression? Nerves? The wedding is this semester too.
Blergh. I wish I could pinpoint it so I could make it go away.
Also, what is this pain in my side? I can't tell if it is internal or muscular. This warrants more investigation if it doesn't go away in a week, or if it gets worse.