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Looking back how crazy Rafael's mother is--remember how him and his sister used to ditch her in the grocery store? Rafael was/is abusive. I, too, remember him telling me I wouldn't survive his culture/family. And when I think I miss him, it actually wasn't better because he was lowkey mean and miserable half the time anyways. It was more rare for him to be giving. Only when he thought he might strike it big did he have a decent attitude. That's what I'm gonna pray for even though on this water fast. Among other things of course.