Realization
Sat outside Cue's on bus bench while he sat at bar
Left me twice gym out of anger other time at office, because my time estimate was off using my own car. Did apologize
Kelly's email about restraining order
Lack of empathy how he treated her kids
Used her for career advancement
Me too for move. Wanted me to move out first
Taught me how to cook
Made me more confident and skilled in social settings, defending myself against bullies, how to assert myself.
Helped me move to Cali.
Gym
Movies, groceries, loan motorcycle
Mustang
Physically abused 4 times in anger
Tantrums
Anger picking me up at MAC
Dismissive
Always about him
Criticizing others
Supportive for transportation
Going out
Constant belittling , joking, teasing
Bought shoes thought for so I could use car. Projected own selfish motives
Told me my insurance record was so bad
Smear campaign
His mom had to get hard on
Emotionally mean on plane ride when sister moved into new apt
He and his sister used to threaten her on grocery shopping sprees by leaving
His parents fight in Vegas, at my place
Took everything to get him to comfort me on Adderall come down
Love bombing text about his car
Didn't clarify if I was on birth control, back was turned told me I should be more responsible
Abortion
Always a burden
3 psychics tell me he was an ass
Took Dax on walks, companionship
Pushed him to go get Dax
Called me a prostitute/hoe/something to that effect to placate his mom
Asked me what I was doing there, even though I could've asked him the same thing
Control//power//dominance
Blocked my number
His brother has left him
Saying my name
Putting Dax down
Went to all the old places to comfort me
Acted like it was my fault for leaving just like his mom
Didn't pronounce his name right
Criticized me for making a mixtape CD gift but wasn't the music he wanted
His mood depended on his stressors
Literally had to tell himself he's so beautiful//sexy
Would behave when I became bitch-like..familar role for him..?
Sister actually kicked him out of the apt
Manipulative and controlling as hell
I fell relieved because of how contenptously he treated me
I sarcastically offered praise, and he was so desperate he went along with it