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This shit I seriously can't take it anymore I'm so done with California. Like seriously I'm fucking done. I'm gonna come to work like it's nothing, but then I'm gonna to on full Rafael. Like asshole level and just completely go all out. Whatever it takes. This is it. All I'm saying is that I gotta get stronger. Or stop caring. This is nuts. Fucking nuts. I'm just completely done. Anymore and something's gotta give. I learned something when she called him a bitch, I thought maybe she was being hard on him, but I read somewhere abuse is all they respond to. Better become the enemy. He doesn't realize how he fails to acknowledge me, but also there's a double standard. Never forget he threw a roll of paper towels at me for not making eye contact and this was about dog poop. He also hit me for trying to hug him and I wouldn't listen, lastly he slapped papers in my face. He's physically assaulted me 3 times. Threatened to get a restraining order on me, remember that e-mail Kelly sent him, so.. on the upside he also taught me how to be a bitch. So long story short, I don't owe him shit. You know what else he does? Any flaw I do is always worst than what he does. He doesn't ever admit to any wrong doing. He may have tried to change things. And Edwin is no different he tried to call me a bitch. Like passive-aggressively, but still all the same.