banging on a trash lid

[mock55orange]

I spend more time studying than sleeping
Playing my guitar religiously
Played a house show
Awesome time
Might play again this weekend
Probably wait until i finish some more songs
I dont want to play more covers than originals
Not that anyone has ever heard of any of the covers anyway
Which were:
thecityonfilm-portland main in the pouring rain
-secret santa cruz(which is a lifter puller cover)
and a jack johnson track for the ladies and the tagalong popped collars
nothing against mr. johnson, respectively
so the wind is howling tonight but im afraid to close my window for the fact that they keep the heat at a million degrees kelvin
yes, kelvin
spring came early this years and we havent seen any real snow since ive been back
i guess im doomed to never experience the wintery bliss of a whole foot

very confused about where im going with my life
but at least im working towards somewhere?
shut up, im trying to be optimistic

ive noticed that my mood is 113 times better when i go to the gym everyday
endorphines will always have a place in my heart

the end.

ps i miss my mommy