I think I was in denial for a long time

[mocity]

I'm pretty convinced I have a weight problem. I just emptied my drawers of 8 pairs of pants because they are just too small/tight to be wearing in public. 3 of those 8 pairs were pants I bought just last semester. My first two years of college I was a size 6 and now I'm throwing 8s out of my closet because I can barely button them up. I think I'm going to start something I swore I'd never do: a diet. *shutter. Not only because I'd like to look and feel better.. but shit dawg my pants don't fit me anymore and I can't afford 8 new pairs! I think I'll look into the South Beach diet. It's one of the more admirable diets as far as substituting bad foods for good healthy ones.

I feel so defeated...and so pudgy.