Grr
I can't find any schools nearby that have the program I want. Or even anything that I'd even be REMOTELY interested in...
I want to be a paralegal. But it feels like my father is pressuring me to pick something from a school nearby. I know my father just wants me to finally get a career, but I want a career in something I at least LIKE. I can't be a nurse because I have a thing about touching strangers and needles and blood. I can't be a dental assistant for pretty much the same reason. So therefore, I can't be anything health related because of my "things". I swear, it's like I have some mild form of OCD or something...
Anyway, I could consider being a PI, but again, where are the schools for it? I have a passion for law, I believe I'd be damned good at it, but I have no where near me to get any training. What the fuck am I supposed to do?
I'm feeling frustrated because my father and my stepmom are frustrated and they think I'm not motivated enough. What am I supposed to do? I'd have to have a liscence and a car to get where I need to. Ok, let's work on that. Can't. I have no job, therefore, no MONEY to GET the DL. OR a car. Ok, so let's work on getting a job. Been doing that for two months. NOTHING. Maybe it's my hand writing. Been working on fixing my handwriting for two years. It's not changing. Nobody wants me, and it's freaking driving me NUTS not having a way out of this hole.
GRRRR!!!! I don't think I've ever been this frustrated since the last time I argued with my dad. It's like pulling teeth...
Chrissy
I want to be a paralegal. But it feels like my father is pressuring me to pick something from a school nearby. I know my father just wants me to finally get a career, but I want a career in something I at least LIKE. I can't be a nurse because I have a thing about touching strangers and needles and blood. I can't be a dental assistant for pretty much the same reason. So therefore, I can't be anything health related because of my "things". I swear, it's like I have some mild form of OCD or something...
Anyway, I could consider being a PI, but again, where are the schools for it? I have a passion for law, I believe I'd be damned good at it, but I have no where near me to get any training. What the fuck am I supposed to do?
I'm feeling frustrated because my father and my stepmom are frustrated and they think I'm not motivated enough. What am I supposed to do? I'd have to have a liscence and a car to get where I need to. Ok, let's work on that. Can't. I have no job, therefore, no MONEY to GET the DL. OR a car. Ok, so let's work on getting a job. Been doing that for two months. NOTHING. Maybe it's my hand writing. Been working on fixing my handwriting for two years. It's not changing. Nobody wants me, and it's freaking driving me NUTS not having a way out of this hole.
GRRRR!!!! I don't think I've ever been this frustrated since the last time I argued with my dad. It's like pulling teeth...
Chrissy