Honestly, this year really sucked. Probably due to my bad decisions.
I took 3 classes in one 6-week summer session and it was a ton of work. I had no free time at all and assignments were constantly due one after the other. And, one of the classes was soo boring and had the most work out of all the classes and I thought that it'd be the easiest of the three classes because it was a GE. Fall quarter sucked, too. I bombed the midterm for one of my upper division classes and thought I could try and stick with up, but when I figured out I couldn't do it, it was too late to drop the class. My GPA took a HARD hit. For one of my classes, I fell asleep while writing my paper and had to turn it in late. I could've done so much better in my class if that didn't happen. I am definitely an idiot for not doing things early. Need to stop being a procrastinator because I am already a 3rd year and need to start preparing for my future seriously.
I have this friend that is really flaky and indecisive. When she wants to hang out, she calls only a hour or so before we actually hang out, then, often, cancels. So, sometimes, I have to go home only a little while after we hang out and I feel like I wasted money, because we go eat. So, one day, I am all ready to go, then I call her to make sure and she says no because she's suddenly in a bad mood. Then, a half hour later, she calls to hang out and I go out because I've been an extreme couch potato during winter break. She mostly talks about herself and once in a while asks about me. She drives us somewhere, but she spaces out talking to me and gets on the freeway and freaks out like crazy. Yelling at me because she hates the freeway and I understand because it's scary at night, but it put me off because she was already in a bad and negative mood the whole night. She, then, tells me to go home. My other friend rarely answers text messages or messages online from me, but always answers the phone when the boyfriend sends a message when we hang out. I don't know, maybe that's just the way people are when they get a boyfriend. But I still think it's rude to have the phone out most of the time when you are hanging with a friend. Maybe I am just bad at friendships.
I joined this dance group at my university because I was in it last year and I had a lot of fun, but, this year, the coordinators are different. There are absolutely no socials, so I basically know no one in the group. Last year, it was a small group and it was like a family. This year, we learned A LOT more dances and practice A LOT more. One practice, we were told that we were going to be let out early because finals were coming up, but we ended up getting out later than usual. Also, at that practice, we were dancing this intense dance and all of us were tired because we NEVER (i mean never) get any breaks, but the coordinators made us do two more dances. We were "sloppy" and they got pissed and yelled at us because we didn't dance perfectly and told us we were going to have extra practice even though finals was the week after. They are kind of unorganized, too, never telling us everything when there is an event.
I just feel like I am a total mess and I want to do this whole year over, but I will definitely try harder in 2013.