Betrayed...
Well. I see how the world works now. I TRY and be a happy person. I really do. And I am most of the time. But things happen that try to knock me down. Two CERTAIN things happened that made me sad. Made me want to cry, but I didn't cuz I thought "Oh, well, I'm sure accidents happen and all, right?" But the third time. The third time is when things happen. When strings snap. When dams break. When tears fall. When things can't be forgiven. And that's exactly how it happened. I haven't cried in so long and god, I was so PROUD of myself for being happy. And up til now, I was a pretty happy person, satisfied with what was going on, being excited over little things. But today is the day when things fall apart. Bonds are broken. Friendships are tossed away. Love is no longer something sacred. Trust can't be trusted. Best friends no longer matter. Nothing in the world can hurt as much as I am right now. And if that person who caused it is reading this, I just wanted to congratulate you on being the one to make me cry. One time...okay. Two times...makes me sad. Three times is too much. There's only so much a person can take right now. So really. Congrats. Hope you're happy.