Jun 26, 2003 09:50
Good morning my beautiful people! How are you? Man oh man it is a beautiful day outside. When the sun is out, it makes me so happy and puts me in such a good mood. I especially love it at night when it's nice......warm with a light breeze...walking along like there are no troubles in the world. Now only if I had someone to share it with, it would be all good.......
So Tuesday night these birds decided to have an MC battle at like 1 in the morning. Them lil bastids would not shut up. I was up till like a lil after 2 then I finally fell asleep from pure exhaustion and not being able to keep my eyes open any longer. Then last night they started at like 11:30. Man I was mad as hell. I'm a light sleeper and the smallest noise wakes me up. And once I'm up, I concentrate on the sound and it drives me crazy cuz I can't seem to ignore it. So needless to say, I haven't gotten a lot of sleep these past 2 days. And I got 2 mosquito bites and they are huge....I hope I don't have West Nile lol. Nah it's nothing to joke about but I don't have it......I think.......
OK so the summer is here and I'm still single. By a show of hands, who else thinks that this is totally unacceptable? lol Grrr......I'm telling you that the pool of prospective men is DRY. Un-freaking-believable......I mean what does it take to find someone that has their shyt together? I honestly think that it's impossible. They say every one has a soul mate....uhhhh I doubt it. Maybe I already met mine and let him slip away because he wasn't what I imagined him to be. But I doubt that too. Well whatever.....I will continue to take care of me like I've been doing and not even let that bother me. But it's really hard, especially during times like these when all you see are couples all over the place. It's really quite disgusting lol. I've already come to the conclusion and accepted the fact that I may never meet my Mr. Right and end up an old maid. I can even see if I dated a lot and just didn't like any of them...but that is not the case. Oh what a lovely life I lead. It makes me start to question why I can't find anyone. And I just can't come up with an answer. Cuz all the stuff I list as being potential deterrents or flaws that I think are keeping me from finding someone, I see people that have them yet they have someone. Man I don't know. OK enough about that for now. Whatever's whatever.
Well I hope you all have blessed days.
1Luv,
me