Apr 03, 2004 02:50
long update warning
I made it to Blacksburg. It's three in the morning. I have a head ache. Ugh, it's pitiful when you have to go to the next door neighboor's bathroom...just because you're scared of your brother's bathroom. I would know. I think I'm the only one awake...maybe Chris is awake. I'm scared to find out. I don't get nervous around anyone on earth except for him. Ugh? I checked out at 10 today. Which means no science with the witch of all witches and no gym with Lucifer...or Mr. Mills. Gosh, you'd think we were being punished for murder with what he makes us do. I'm goin to Kyle's again tomorrow and I'm so excited. That's one thing that can make a bad week great. Of course there's a bad side, though. I have to watch a scary movie. Now, anyone who knows me very well knows that I am the most paranoid person in the world and I am scared easily. And, because of my "great" luck, I am dating the king of all scary movies. Yugh. Yeah, and I'm gettin' tired of stupid skanks telling me I should break up with him. The only friend that hasn't done something like that is Samantha Skii. I'm thankful for than and everything but yeah. Some of my other friends come up with reasons to make me break up with him and the other ones just don't care. Yeah, losers...if you haven't figured it out yet...I'm in one of my moods. Thanks to this anonymous air-head on Samantha's journal. I'm all messed up now. He/she/it ruined my good mood :o(. I mean, for crying out loud...Casey and Blake were fighting over who missed me more...who wouldn't have a good day?! Then this stupid idiot has to come and mess things up. Anyway, I chewed he/she/it out so yeah. The deed's done. Ahh about my good day...how great. The trip over wasn't exactly a trip to Disneyland but when I got to Christiansburg I was the happiest little camper ever. We came up to the hotel room. Me and Talor went to check out the pool. I saw the workout room so I went in there and ran (key word=ran) two miles on one of the treadmills. Then I went in the pool. That was fun considering it felt like we were the only living souls for miles. There was almost literally no one there. And for once I almost didn't care. After coming back to the room, taking a shower, and primping ourselves, we went to meet Justin. He was still at practice so we had to wait next to the Locker Rooms for about 45 minutes. Joy. I can't explain my excite when I saw the first couple of players coming down from practice. Not just because they were hott, but because I was so tired of being in the little hallway sweating while Talor did every gymnastics trick she could think of. Then Justin came and, surprisingly (sarcasm) he took a 20-minute-shower. You'd the he was a woman. Me, Talor, and Justin went in the eclipse while mom and mamaw went in the ford. Again--joy. Red Lobster was like it is every Friday night. Crowded as heck. We got one of those little beeper things. I always wanted to know what it would feel like to break one of those. Mm the people told us it would be a 20-30 minute wait. I took my watch with me and it was exactly an hour and 9 minutes wait. That was horrible. I got so mad. The wait plus all the guys that hit on me...sick. And most of them were at least 20. What do I look like to them? Chelsea?! I got in a fight with one. Now, keep in mind it was 10:00 and I hadn't ate all day. I wasn't in the mood to be hit on by a hideous 19 year old man, okai? He kept staring at me so I finally said "WHAT?!"
Him: Sorry
Me: You should be
Him: Really, I am. Can I make it up to you?
Me: Uhh...no!!
Him: Why not?
Me: Just -- eww
Him: Can't I just buy you a drink or something. (Also keep in mind we were standing next to the bar)
Me: I'm too young and I have a boyfriend and you're too old and lonely.
Then I left. Ew. That was horrible. We finally got seated though and the food was awesome. I thought it was rude when people came up to my brother and asked for an autograph while we were eating. But I found something worse. This guy that had been sitting in the booth in front of us came to me while my family and I were eating and whispered in my ear "Can I have your phone number?" And I didn't know what to say that didn't involve cuss words. So I kept my mouth shut and said "No, this is my boyfriend." And pointed at my brother. Justin must have got the hint so he went along with it and gave the guy a dirty look. Apparently the guy got a hint, too. He walked away pretty fast. Besides the disgusting, ill-mannered men there, I had a nice time. Then, we came back to the hotel to find that the pool had closed so we couldn't swim again. Talor was devastated. I didn't care. We left to come here and Justin gave us a whole tour of Blacksburg. I think I have now found my favorite place in the world--Downtown Blacksburg. It's so awesome. I'm in love with Downtown Blacksburg!! But there were some weird things, some funny things, and some sad things. But mostly weird things. Well, my butt is killing me on this uncomfortable chair that Justin must love. I'm uncomfortable, being in these clothes that should be worn to a special occasion, and I want to get in my pajamas. And I have to get up super early so yeah. It's now 3:30. Oh joy. Just a couple more hours of sleep. Ugh. I refuse to go to his practice tomorrow. I'll just stay here, wait til' it's over, get my stuff ready, then go home so I can go to Kyle's. I'm gonna leave you with my song of the week..
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Every room we kept awake
By every silent scream we made
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
Only when I stop to think about you I know
Only when you stop to think about me, do you know?
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me?
I
Hate
You
Hate
I
Hate
You love me
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
* a/.d./s <3 a/.d./.j./c *