Sep 05, 2004 00:22
whoa sorry about that last entry. i don't think you need details. It’s all funny though. you can't move, people spill stuff on you and then the cops come? haha well at least the people i went with were awesome.
Any who, i had a terrible migraine yesterday and ended up seeing halos in my eyes because of my stupid contacts. i need to get lasik. i don't care that i wrote a research paper on the many negative effects of it. i fell off my bed too. we all knew that was bound to happen sooner or later. it's just too high up.
i guess i still have to let things settle, but i'm very sensitive right now. don't get me wrong, i couldn't have asked for a better roommate and i really love some of the people that i have met, but i am missing something. I’m friendsick, homesick and just plain shitty. I really love everything but I am having a hard time understanding why things work the way they do. Why I’ve already been hurt by people I hardly know and why it hurts because I can’t confide in anyone right now.
Perhaps I wear it on the outside. It’s just too painful to allow myself to understand. Life’s just too goddamn precious to feel this way.
Well at least this made my night…
Josh Kelley performed at our school and it was amazing. It was a very small crowd and we were right up front. After I went up to buy a cd and ahah umm didn’t see josh standing behind the table. He told me thanks for buying his cd, laughed and then he signed it. That was my last 10 dollars of the day.Looks like I’ll be making another visit to the atm even though i already did while in the mall today. target in the mall?! incrediblee.
i'm spent- in everyway possible