.pull the trigger and the nightmare stops.

[mobychick]

did some holiday shopping with ash tonight.
i found myself imagining how she's feeling.
She said she doesn't like being alone.
I worry she thinks that she'll be alone forever, since he's gone forever.

but on the bright side, we got food.

o wait, on the down side, we got food.

i need to lose some baggage.

after thanxgiving. its senseless to try now. too late in the game.

then maybe, i'll be not as miserable.

self love first. hmp.

i'm tired of this feeling.

thank god for pillows.

do they sell waterproof eyeliner?