Oct 25, 2004 21:43
So last night, and today werent so good. My mom came down last night, checked my wrists, and saw that I did some new cuts. They arent even big. She started yelling at me, saying im not going to see my friends for like 2 months, and im going to the hospital, and I wasnt going to school. Well I went to school. I got home, and my mom and I had a talk. I wrote her a note last night, so she was like reading that to me and stuff, and the whole time im crying. But my mom told me she talked to a councler at a hospital,and he said that he might put me in the hospital. Im really scared. I want help, but I dunno. Just thinking about the note I wrote my mom, makes me start crying. I know I dont have the worst life, but I cant help it. My mom said since I have so much "free time" I have to start helping out at church..YUCK!
But anyways..im going to bed.
So Long