lights will guide you home
so I was reading for feminism, which was actually interesting...but let's be serious, I can only take so much of that at a time. so now I'm here, and I don't really know what i'm going to write, but listening to this song makes me feel very...I don't know, it makes me feel like I should write something, haha. something meaningful. but that probably wont happen. the meaningful part, I mean, since I'm obviously writing something and so far it's pretty much pointless. so, anyway-
after going out with people for halloween costumes, I have finally decided what I'm going to be. unfortunately, it didn't really require any shopping, so there was really no need for me to be there, but it is, nonetheless, amazing. I'm going to be 3 hole punch jim (from the office! get it, get it?!) yeah, I know you wish you thought of it first, but you didn't, so you'll just have to deal with whatever inferior costume you have picked out.
erm, basically I don't have class tomorrow (or should I say today?), which is nice. 8 30 calc was cancelled, explaining why I'm still up, aaand I had my 3 1/2 hour chem lab last week so I'm free this week! free days mean the following to me: sushi, laundry (if necessary), getting a lot less done than I had originally planned. and, yeah...that's really it. but it's great, haha. maybe I'll get up for breakfast if I'm feeling adventurous.
so parents weekend is within reach. I'm not going to lie, I'm pretty excited about shopping and eating real food. college is going by pretty fast. it's kind of funny/pathetic looking back at when I just got here and basically cried my eyes out during breakfast before my parents left. I don't really get why I'm fine now. I guess because I kind of just accepted, yeah, I'm here now. it's not like I'm never going to see anyone from home ever again. I just have to wait. and I'm actually surprised at how not homesick I am. I mean, there's a difference between being homesick and being like, oh, I miss everyone. being able to miss everyone and everything about home, but being able to be happy where you are isn't really homesick. because, you're not really "sick" are you? so, I'm happy that I didn't end up like I expected myself to, which was basically a wreck. I've said this before, but over fall break I basically realized that, whether I'm here or back in LI, there's some sort of home and people who care. so I guess it's all good.
see, I got a little meaningful in that last paragraph there. sweet. so here's where I end it.
after going out with people for halloween costumes, I have finally decided what I'm going to be. unfortunately, it didn't really require any shopping, so there was really no need for me to be there, but it is, nonetheless, amazing. I'm going to be 3 hole punch jim (from the office! get it, get it?!) yeah, I know you wish you thought of it first, but you didn't, so you'll just have to deal with whatever inferior costume you have picked out.
erm, basically I don't have class tomorrow (or should I say today?), which is nice. 8 30 calc was cancelled, explaining why I'm still up, aaand I had my 3 1/2 hour chem lab last week so I'm free this week! free days mean the following to me: sushi, laundry (if necessary), getting a lot less done than I had originally planned. and, yeah...that's really it. but it's great, haha. maybe I'll get up for breakfast if I'm feeling adventurous.
so parents weekend is within reach. I'm not going to lie, I'm pretty excited about shopping and eating real food. college is going by pretty fast. it's kind of funny/pathetic looking back at when I just got here and basically cried my eyes out during breakfast before my parents left. I don't really get why I'm fine now. I guess because I kind of just accepted, yeah, I'm here now. it's not like I'm never going to see anyone from home ever again. I just have to wait. and I'm actually surprised at how not homesick I am. I mean, there's a difference between being homesick and being like, oh, I miss everyone. being able to miss everyone and everything about home, but being able to be happy where you are isn't really homesick. because, you're not really "sick" are you? so, I'm happy that I didn't end up like I expected myself to, which was basically a wreck. I've said this before, but over fall break I basically realized that, whether I'm here or back in LI, there's some sort of home and people who care. so I guess it's all good.
see, I got a little meaningful in that last paragraph there. sweet. so here's where I end it.