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about time for an update i would say.
I am going to Louisiana Tech next year, as many of you know. God really spoke to me and told me that Millsaps just wasn't where i belong anymore. I have a house now in Ruston with two great girls, still not moved in yet though. I'm really excited about all that is going to happen in the next few years, mostly because I have no idea what will happen. I've always been the one with a plan. But not anymore. I don't want to spend my life planning for the next year. Because there's a possibility that there won't be a next year. And when I get to a day that I haven't planned out, I can wing it. I need to at least have that much confidence in myself. I've done alot in my 19 years worty of some sort of credit, but i never give myself any, and i never trust myself that i can do anything without planning. But not anymore.
I'm probably not going to be an archaeologist. I'm probably not going to be anything that requires a college degree. Because thats not what I'm passionate about. I'm passionate about making people happy through the things i create. So that's what i'll do with my life. I don't know how, but that's what will happen. I might be a baker, or a shop owner, or a professional crafting enthusiast. I dont know. I'm still going to go to college, and tech starts in a few weeks and i'm not yet registered for classes. No idea what im going to take. But i know i'm going to take classes i want to take.
I don't sound scared but I am.
Because i dont have a list of classes to take or a 4 year plan or even a four day plan. And thats scary for me, because that's not how im used to living life. But everyday requires change, so i'm making up for all the changes i've resisted.
It's all exciting though.
I miss all of you people from Millsaps terribly. I got a new phone and i dont have any of your numbers. Mine is 318.376.1789 so call me and leave me a message with your number or leave me a comment with it. I love yall!
I am going to Louisiana Tech next year, as many of you know. God really spoke to me and told me that Millsaps just wasn't where i belong anymore. I have a house now in Ruston with two great girls, still not moved in yet though. I'm really excited about all that is going to happen in the next few years, mostly because I have no idea what will happen. I've always been the one with a plan. But not anymore. I don't want to spend my life planning for the next year. Because there's a possibility that there won't be a next year. And when I get to a day that I haven't planned out, I can wing it. I need to at least have that much confidence in myself. I've done alot in my 19 years worty of some sort of credit, but i never give myself any, and i never trust myself that i can do anything without planning. But not anymore.
I'm probably not going to be an archaeologist. I'm probably not going to be anything that requires a college degree. Because thats not what I'm passionate about. I'm passionate about making people happy through the things i create. So that's what i'll do with my life. I don't know how, but that's what will happen. I might be a baker, or a shop owner, or a professional crafting enthusiast. I dont know. I'm still going to go to college, and tech starts in a few weeks and i'm not yet registered for classes. No idea what im going to take. But i know i'm going to take classes i want to take.
I don't sound scared but I am.
Because i dont have a list of classes to take or a 4 year plan or even a four day plan. And thats scary for me, because that's not how im used to living life. But everyday requires change, so i'm making up for all the changes i've resisted.
It's all exciting though.
I miss all of you people from Millsaps terribly. I got a new phone and i dont have any of your numbers. Mine is 318.376.1789 so call me and leave me a message with your number or leave me a comment with it. I love yall!