Nov 14, 2011 11:56
I'm in work and seriously just want to stop breathing for ever right at this moment in time. I've felt like this since yesterday. Most of last week too but pulled myself together for a night out on Saturday......I'm awesome at faking smiles. I cannot see pleasure in anything. I'm trying so hard to not start crying.
I has such a fun little hol with my sister to the UK, we went just for 2 nights, came back Friday week ago. I felt like me, human and normal albeit as financially poor as I ever am. But I've been so miserable since I came home.
My life is such shit.