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[moatilatta]

I left my competition early because i found out I had mono. It explains the weird flu i got a week ago while i was in training...I got a really bad rash on my neck, and my throat was so swollen i couldnt breathe..and the EMT at the show told me to go to the emergency room, so they took a shit load of blood tests...and ive got laryngitus, and mono...The doctor told my mom not to let me compete..So, my mom forced me to go home, and i watched someone else win on my horse. A girl was hospitalized that day at showing because her horse flipped on top of her. The reason I supposibly couldnt ride is because my splein is inflammed, and if i fall off i could rupture it. Which i fell off the day before, I was pissed.

Why is it that people feel compelled to fuck me over when it comes to relationships?. ah.

Love,
Lizi.