For the ones who are still tracking this journal. I was absent in some way and maybe still am. I wasn't answering for Your mails for what I really apologize and promise to write real essays for you gays.
This time was tough for me in some ways. Not physically but mentally and majorly I turned myself into this whole mess.
I have to remember few things
- to not make promises to anybody - especially close ones
- to occupy myself constantly by lots of different stuff
- always figure out all the university obligations in advance
- stop borrowing books from libraries (if I can't learn how to give them back on time)
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Second thing
I closed some of my entries only for myself. There are few reasons I did it - one is that I'm going to Macedonia on EVS (European Voluntary Service) and so gave the address to my family to not have to write the same stuff and edit pictures twice (yeah, lazy me).
Program of the evs was seemed really great. We were suppose to write projects about human rights, organize conference on child rights, write essays and articles about democracy in Macedonia and learn Macedonian. Three of my friends are there already and it appeared that from all the program they only learn Macedonian. Sad. Non of the host NGO worker come to the office so they don't have much to do.
I'm going there for 1,5 months and still hope to get more power from this. Definitely not plane to waste this time waiting in the empty office. I hope You guys will forgive me that some things will be in Polish (probably most of it) if You have any questions, don't hesitate to ask.
Sorry for this random note and I hope You did great in this extremely hot July.
Best wishes from my district :)