Really havent written
I really havent been on this for ages, and loads has happened, loads which i do not want to talk about, but which has happened. I dont think anyone even reads this anymore, but oh well, it gives me something to do and if i ever get amnesia it will be a good help.
So to cut a very long story very short, i dont see mark that much anymore and i'm seeing danny. I dont even know if marks alright with it, i hope he is. I'm glad me and danny are together, its been on the cards for a while and i just had to go for it, I'm really glad i did. I love seeing him and i really miss him if i dont, everything comes real easy to, its nice!
I have kept going with my photography, im still enjoying it and even if i dont use it as a career, im definitly going to take it up as a hobby. I'd really like a good camera. They're way to expensive, but still... i'd like. Helen, (she's my boss that takes me out; but she doenst really act like a boss) is getting me to start a portfolio soon, im looking forward to that. She's also helping me get my head round the more technical side of things.
I'm getting my results a week today, and im really anxious about it. I really would like to do well, and if i dont i know i didnt deserve to and i will make myself do resists as punishment and i will actually revise and do much better! I'm really determined to try IF i get into college (in this case if isnt good, (i've been watching hercules)). We still get coursework, but i think i realise now i have finished my coursework for this year, it wasn't as bad as i made myself believe. I'm going to go out shopping for lots of nice new stationary and folders and things to get me started properly, its aways nice for the first few days. I still havent really decided what im going to do at college, my ideas include Biology, English (mixed probably), Pshycology, Design Technology, Chemistry and err, philosophy? I Dont know, i think im getting worse at making decisions and i'm loosing the will to take a chance, its good in someways but not in others. Ahh well, i will see what my results are like and that should help me dicide with a few more guidelines!
Well, i realise ive written loads and anyone thats forced them self to read this will be pretty bored already. Just catching up, and a longerentry will make it feel like a sort of barrier from the rest of the journal, a new bit. I will be back with light heartedness hopefully.
love
Simone
xx
So to cut a very long story very short, i dont see mark that much anymore and i'm seeing danny. I dont even know if marks alright with it, i hope he is. I'm glad me and danny are together, its been on the cards for a while and i just had to go for it, I'm really glad i did. I love seeing him and i really miss him if i dont, everything comes real easy to, its nice!
I have kept going with my photography, im still enjoying it and even if i dont use it as a career, im definitly going to take it up as a hobby. I'd really like a good camera. They're way to expensive, but still... i'd like. Helen, (she's my boss that takes me out; but she doenst really act like a boss) is getting me to start a portfolio soon, im looking forward to that. She's also helping me get my head round the more technical side of things.
I'm getting my results a week today, and im really anxious about it. I really would like to do well, and if i dont i know i didnt deserve to and i will make myself do resists as punishment and i will actually revise and do much better! I'm really determined to try IF i get into college (in this case if isnt good, (i've been watching hercules)). We still get coursework, but i think i realise now i have finished my coursework for this year, it wasn't as bad as i made myself believe. I'm going to go out shopping for lots of nice new stationary and folders and things to get me started properly, its aways nice for the first few days. I still havent really decided what im going to do at college, my ideas include Biology, English (mixed probably), Pshycology, Design Technology, Chemistry and err, philosophy? I Dont know, i think im getting worse at making decisions and i'm loosing the will to take a chance, its good in someways but not in others. Ahh well, i will see what my results are like and that should help me dicide with a few more guidelines!
Well, i realise ive written loads and anyone thats forced them self to read this will be pretty bored already. Just catching up, and a longerentry will make it feel like a sort of barrier from the rest of the journal, a new bit. I will be back with light heartedness hopefully.
love
Simone
xx