breathe in breathe out good
i'll probably sleep better if i write in here, although i am not sure what i am going to say.
i feel uneasy, and i feel like telling myself not to get drunk anymore, or at least not as drunk.
i feel like writing more, after my english professor said such nice things about some of my work.
i feel like listening to music and making goofy little sketches and reading books and not studying for exams.
i want to volunteer in latin america over the summer, if the lady ever calls me back.
i don't like feeling guilty.
i do like justin.
the past few weeks have been especially informational as far as seeing how much i understand about myself. i haven't been able to draw many conclusions except that i don't know myself as well as i had previously thought. i mean, you take it for granted that you understand why you feel a certain feeling, impulse, attraction, etc. but i can't figure myself out, i don't know
i should be taking more alone time, instead of allowing every moment to be social. thats my plan for the near future, and locking myself up in the library with my spanish book and my ir book should help promote solitude. more time to sort my moods and enjoy my own company.
this was a pretty unclear entry, i feel kind of unclear.
(but i am still happy overall usually more often than not everything is okay good)
i feel uneasy, and i feel like telling myself not to get drunk anymore, or at least not as drunk.
i feel like writing more, after my english professor said such nice things about some of my work.
i feel like listening to music and making goofy little sketches and reading books and not studying for exams.
i want to volunteer in latin america over the summer, if the lady ever calls me back.
i don't like feeling guilty.
i do like justin.
the past few weeks have been especially informational as far as seeing how much i understand about myself. i haven't been able to draw many conclusions except that i don't know myself as well as i had previously thought. i mean, you take it for granted that you understand why you feel a certain feeling, impulse, attraction, etc. but i can't figure myself out, i don't know
i should be taking more alone time, instead of allowing every moment to be social. thats my plan for the near future, and locking myself up in the library with my spanish book and my ir book should help promote solitude. more time to sort my moods and enjoy my own company.
this was a pretty unclear entry, i feel kind of unclear.
(but i am still happy overall usually more often than not everything is okay good)