lord farquad

Oct 23, 2006 13:11

I feel like I don't work very efficiently.
I also feel like I have a lot of stuff to do.
At least I am learning new things though. I'm learning from classes and teachers and people, and I can't forgive myself for opting sleep over class this morning.
This weekend will be unbeliveable because I should more or less be free of this week's stress and with the whole concept of everything only having meaning by comparison to its opposite, freedom will be amazing. I never really used to believe that, but now I think it is one of the basic truths of whatever. Not to mention Beau is coming, which makes me so excited that I am writing about it now instead of studying for IR. Plus, I have DDR and our suite is decorated courtesy of the Ross sisterhood.
In high school, especially after all my friends found out that they got into their ED schools, I thought once I knew I was in a good college I would never have an excuse to worry or be stressed again (or at least for 4 years). This is still essentially true I guess. Besides, worries tend to disappear when I go outside and see all the amazing leaves in purples and reds and oranges and yellows. Sometimes the wind blows and it will be raining leaves and the leaves already on the ground will swirl around and I will be happy because the scene is pretty and the wind is cold. Then I can say chill out katie, you don't have real problems. Then I walk to class.
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