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ahh i am pathetic. so yesterday. went to work for fuckin 8 hours. omg i almost died but surprisingly i was in a good mood. i worked with good people and i was just being crazy. then got off work. ate and went and got movies. came home and had movie nite with my mom. i completly changed my mood. not a very good one. i seriosly dont know whuts wrong with me. hmm. well i went to bed early. got some phone calls/text messages but i wasnt in the mood to socialize.
so i talked to courtney the other day and i got so fuckin mad. somebody told her something that i did at a party. which i am not proud of. and well barely remember. but i hella knew this person did it just to fuckin start shit and piss me off. of corse i denied it but ugh wtf!
so i seriosly dont know y i cant get over him. so fuckin dumb. i think its just cuz i dont have any one else. fuck.
i dont want to go to work. but i requested for friday and sat off..thank goodness we dont have school on friday i seriosly hate school.