Jul 09, 2010 23:25
Lights will guide you home.
So, even though I do not have enough money, I have been looking around at various houses for sale. I actually found one I really like near Dave's house, and the more I drive by it, the more I like it. It's for sale by owner, thus, not listed on the internet, which means I have to call about it, and I don't know, I guess I feel weird calling someone I don't know and asking them questions about their home...
I wrote the phone number down anyway, and I'm hoping I'll come home and someone else will have called about it for me. (I swear I'm an adult, really.)
It's a really nice looking house. It's not a huge house, but it's bigger than most in the area and it's a corner lot with a nice back yard and lots of shade. It really attracts my eye every time I go by.
Lately, I have just really been itching to move out. I don't know why, because I hate being home alone, and would be scared in a house by myself, but then I remember the total lack of privacy I have at home. I do need to become an adult for real at some point. I always thought I'd move out when I got married, but that seems far off. Not to mention the fact that my dad randomly told me last week that I should go to the bank and see what kind of loan I could get to buy my own house. I'm taking that as a hint that he wants me to move out. =)
I guess I just want to have something that is my own. I want to paint walls and buy furniture and decorate. My creativity is being stifled in this house... haha
I suppose this is mostly a rant more than anything because I definitely don't have the money for it, I don't have a good-paying job, and it's probably more space than I need at the moment. But I don't know, I guess I'd like to make more things happen rather than talk about if they did.