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I sometimes can't help but feel like my life is just going to shit.
I miss Marc and Gabe. I want them to move back home, and have everything back to "normal".
When I called Gabe lastnight I just started crying.That kid was one of my best friends. And I miss not seeing Marc at school everyday. Calling them both up "hey guys come over, let's smoke a blunt" You really never know how much you love a person till their gone. But I know their both doing so much better.
Maybe I'm just really selfish??
Is that it?
Maybe so, I just can't fucking take another friend moving. Their dropping like fucking flays.
We live our hole life's trying to be the best at everything, to have the best out come. And for what?? To die. I don't get it, but.... maybe I shouldn't.
Peace and Love to all my peeps
I miss Marc and Gabe. I want them to move back home, and have everything back to "normal".
When I called Gabe lastnight I just started crying.That kid was one of my best friends. And I miss not seeing Marc at school everyday. Calling them both up "hey guys come over, let's smoke a blunt" You really never know how much you love a person till their gone. But I know their both doing so much better.
Maybe I'm just really selfish??
Is that it?
Maybe so, I just can't fucking take another friend moving. Their dropping like fucking flays.
We live our hole life's trying to be the best at everything, to have the best out come. And for what?? To die. I don't get it, but.... maybe I shouldn't.
Peace and Love to all my peeps