Apr 28, 2006 17:27
very down right now
why?
Because i just came home the week before exams, so basically the whole freshman year has gone by....
why am i mad though..
you know that thing they call freshman 15? but most people get freshman 30
ya well i was totally not gonna get it,
then i fucking slacked.
i weighed myself.
total gain, 18.5 pounds.
im super pissed off right now
summer is coming and with that number that i weigh in my head, swimsuit and hawaii is far from my liking.
i can't believe this.
i mean i don't look fat, but im not slender anymore.
i have major love handles and i hate them. go away
go away fat, fly away from me.
im so sad right now.
what a way to start my visit home.
fuck food