This Quiz is Well Worth It
1. If you had the choice to spin around the sun, or walk on the moon, which would you choose and why?
I'd love to sit on the moon all alone and stare down on the earth and know that everyone I know and everyone I idolize and everyone I hate are all upon the same orb of land and water. It's really thought-provoking.
2. If you could share that experience with one person, who would that be, and why? My non-existant true love, but if a living person - Brooke. It would be cute to sit on the moon and just cry starting down on Earth.
3. What colour do you think best describes you and why?
Green - Thoughtful and deep with under-the-surface values
4. Do you know what your element is? If so what is it?
Yes - Water
5. Do you know your astrological sign? If so what is it?
Yes - Aries
6. Do you believe that your dreams are a gateway to your soul?
Maggie's response is perfect ---> "hm... I believe that what you dream is what you tell your mind not to think, but because dreaming is in your subconcious, it has to get out all of that stuff that is locked in your mind... does that make sense?"
7. What is your most vivid dream?
I had a re-ocurring nightmare when I was little that I was walking through the Franklin 4th of July festival at night with all the food stands lit up and there was a cotton candy stand and a man in the shadows with his shadow projected up HUGE on the trees in the park behind the festival. No one was there but me. That dream haunted me for the longest time.
8. If you could be doing anything right now, what would you be doing and why?
I would be crying in my man's arms. (The man I don't have)
9. If you could only choose one element to surround yourself with either a)wind, b)fire, c)earth, or d)water, which would you choose and why?
Water - If the whole world were underwater, no one could ever cry
10. Would you ever share you heart completely with someone else? If yes, who, if no, why not?
When the right man comes I will have no secrets and he will have none either and I'll die or suffer any torture to keep him safe
11. Who runs circles around your mind?
Stevie, Katelyn
12. If you had to paint a self-portrait would you make it a)realistic, b)abstract, or c)you'd rather die than have to pick up a paint brush? Explain your answer.
Abstract, that way it shows my life through color and style, not just a photo-like portrait
13. Which do you prefer more and why, a)natural light, b)candle light, c)florescent light, or d)moonlight?
Candle light is the coolest ever. It's so serene.
14. Do you believe in karma? Do you even know what karma is?
I don't believe in karma. If I could believe in anything, I'd believe in karma though
15. How about fate? Are we all fulfilling a destiny here on earth?
I like to pretend I believe in fate so that I don't feel worthless
16. Who is the most thought-provoking person you know, and why?
Matt makes me think a lot (Like trying how to get him) but Brooke makes me think about myself and makes me want to change how I am (Weird, I know), but otherwise Mr. Thorpe. I swear, Hemingway wasn't really trying to write under-the-surface, all the English "scholars" just think he was. OMG FISHING IS SO SYMBOLIC OF NICK'S LOVE LIFE.
17. Who is the most inspiring and why?
The most inspiring... A lot for different reasons: Katherine for her optimism, Maggie for being so awesome (Some of the things she posts make me love her so much), Hannah because I know she'll be the coolest adult ever, Brooke because she is reflective upon situations and listens and understands, and then Alysa because she just makes me want to hold hands with her and start singing "All we are saying is give peace a chance" in both an anti-war and anti-hate way.
18. you had to spend the rest of your natural life with only one other human being, who would that be and why?
I don't even know. I think I'd spend it with someone really smart so we never run out of things to talk about (When the whole "What's your favorite color?" thing is spent, we can talk about quantum physics... heh)
19. Which sense could you not live without, and why?
Maggie "sight... I love to see things... I hate closing my eyes... I always cheat in mafia....." Except I don't cheat on Mafia
20. Have you ever written on a mirror? If so what did you write?
No... Okay, if you're reading this, prepare to think I'm weird. Sometimes I make-out with my bathroom mirror. I know that sounds totally Mary Catherine Galligher from Superstar, but I can't describe it. I pretend the mirror is kissing back and then I don't feel so lonely. Mirrors can't reject your love.
21. Have you ever written or drawn on another person? If so who, and what did you write/draw?
Yeah, like I wrote on Leah's arm that one time with Sharpie and her dad got mad (That was Leah, right? *crappy memory*)
22. What do you wish on?
I don't wish...
23. Tell the person who sent this to you one thing about yourself, however big or small, that you've never told before.
When you kissed me at Leah's party I felt accepted so much. It made me happy for the better part of the party.
24. Right now is your life, spiraling, or ascending? Why?
"What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger." ~ Ascending
25. If you could change one thing you did in the last 24 hours, what would it be and why?
I would've brought home my Anatomy stuff to study... In reality I don't even care. I'd just go back and like... ask Stevie out and if he rejected me then go back and not ask him out.
26. What can someone do to you that would turn you on fully, physical or mental, or both?
Maggie "stare straight into my eyes and tell me something that that person would only say... no one else..... or at least no one else would get "that" effect" ~ Perfect. That's sooooo right. If someone did that I can see myself standing there staring into their eyes with a tear rolling down my cheek. I get that entire scene in my head.
27. Do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night sky, or your cozy bed indoors? Why?
If I didn't have to wake up early and I didn't live in a neighborhood full of people and it was a little bit warmer I would love to sleep on the trampoline and fall asleep staring at the stars. Even better if it's with a deep person that won't make jokes and just be in awe with me (Brooke, Mike, etc.)
28. What is the most beautiful thing in the world?
The look in someone's eyes when they open a gift you've given them AND couples that you can tell are totally in love. Old, young, gay, straight, white, black, Christian, Jewish. They all make me go "awww" internally and I just want to sit and stare at them and how ideal the situation is. Especially if it's somewhere romantic, like a city bench in a little city park with snow coming down past the skyscrapers and landing softly in the lovers' hair.
29. Name one person whose changed your life for the better.
Everyone at First Stage has made me who I am today. Without First Stage I have no idea where I'd be. I know this much: I'd have like 5 friends and a serious case of closet. I might be cutting and/or dead.
30. Name one person whose changed your life for the worse.
"What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger."
31. If you knew you were going to pass away within the next few days, what would be the last thing you say, and who would you say that to?
I would say "I love you" (Just like Maggie) to everyone. I'd drive all over Milwaukee County just to tell everyone how much they've changed my life for the better.
32. Do you believe in heaven? If so what do you think it will be like?
I've had fantasies about Heaven, even though my brain tells me there is no way it can be. But it's only visions of clouds and God and Philadelphia cream cheese.
33. Would you rather a)run through a sunflower field, b)jump inside a waterfall, or c)hike through the woods? Why?
Jump inside a waterfall and then stand under it and swim in it's pool and just feel so calm.
34. What is your worst fear in the world? Does it consume you?
Swarming anything (Like the way maggots, ants, bees are all crawling all over each other, or the way a centipede's legs look when it moves, or when you stare out into Summerfest and everyone is all... swarmed) and yes, it consumes me
35. What is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood your in?
A hug from anyone from First Stage
36. If you could meet anyone, past or present, dead or alive, who would you meet and why?
My great-grandmother from Austria-Hungary. My parents always tell me how she was the sweetest lady in the whole world and I want to show her how she is now 1/8th of me. (That sounds queer, but it makes sense to me)
37. Have you ever written poetry? Have you shared it?
Yes to both
38. Do you believe experimentation can be a good thing? Why or why not?
Experimentation should be something saved for true love. I think it'll be very impactful to be completely innocent along with my true love the same way so we can do whatever we want without being weighted down by what others think of sex.
39. What was the last thing someone said to you?
My sister told me to correct her paper
40. What was the last thing you said to them?
Later
41. If you had the ability to change one thing about the world, what would it be and why?
No deceit/hate. Without those, there would be no war. Without those, debating politics would actually be sitting and mildly talking about issues over a cup of coffee and hugging each other after the talk with complete and total respect for one another.
42. If you could go back in time, where would you go, what would you do, and why?
I would go back some random amount of time when my voice would be good enough for Broadway (Like, back when people weren't that good) and then everyone at First Stage could be all like "Omg, Matt Northey was such an inspiration singer in Show Boat!!!!!"