one ninety - things are different
so,,, im done with school,,, no more csun,,, EVER!
with this change, im kind of at an impasse,,, im not sure what direction to even look in let alone to start working towards and i think that after i take a few of those big tests (GRE, MCAT, etc) that my options will narrow a bit and i may be able to make an educated decision,,,
its actually just come to my attention, that i don't know how im supposed to get my diploma (having already walked) so i may still have to walk thru csun once or twice more fairly soon,,,
im feeling ambitious, but at the same time im concerned,,, i have like this clinched feeling in my stomache which im sure isnt gas or something but more a literal emBODIment of my anxiousness and uncertainty,,, its not really a foreign feeling because ive never REALLY been certain of my future but still its an irritation,,,
i think ill start by find a job or some sort of income anyways and i also need to do such wonderful things as: looking into how/when to take those aforementioned tests, info on going to israel and if its even an option, etc.
idk, for now im just glad it done and i can cross another tick off of my life goals list,,, =P
im so excited,,, thats another thing i can do, i can start looking at my list and think about starting or heading toward completing it,,,
i really want to thank everyone whos helped me get through this giant chunk of my life, friends, family, G-d, et al,,,
bring it on life!
ps- i think ill reward myself with some books (btw yesterday i cashed in like 2 months worth of change and got a $41 gift card to amazon at a coinstar machine,,, w00t!)
with this change, im kind of at an impasse,,, im not sure what direction to even look in let alone to start working towards and i think that after i take a few of those big tests (GRE, MCAT, etc) that my options will narrow a bit and i may be able to make an educated decision,,,
its actually just come to my attention, that i don't know how im supposed to get my diploma (having already walked) so i may still have to walk thru csun once or twice more fairly soon,,,
im feeling ambitious, but at the same time im concerned,,, i have like this clinched feeling in my stomache which im sure isnt gas or something but more a literal emBODIment of my anxiousness and uncertainty,,, its not really a foreign feeling because ive never REALLY been certain of my future but still its an irritation,,,
i think ill start by find a job or some sort of income anyways and i also need to do such wonderful things as: looking into how/when to take those aforementioned tests, info on going to israel and if its even an option, etc.
idk, for now im just glad it done and i can cross another tick off of my life goals list,,, =P
im so excited,,, thats another thing i can do, i can start looking at my list and think about starting or heading toward completing it,,,
i really want to thank everyone whos helped me get through this giant chunk of my life, friends, family, G-d, et al,,,
bring it on life!
ps- i think ill reward myself with some books (btw yesterday i cashed in like 2 months worth of change and got a $41 gift card to amazon at a coinstar machine,,, w00t!)