-i honestly couldnt care less about birds right now, and as such i have a lab practical tomorrow in avian eco, and then the second lecture exam on wens,,,
-safta (my great grandma) is still here and is stable yet most likely NEVER going to get 'better'
-my safta mama (my grandma from israel) is therefore going to come out to our house possibly as early as thursday,,, who knows what misadventures will ensue,,,
-recently i havent been able to type properly and keep making mistakes in typing that i luckily usu. catch,,,
-in the week i havent updated, i went to work out only one time and ate like a wild boar gorging for the winter the rest of the time and feel like a blue whale (a few more lbs (that i pronounce as "elbz") and ill have my own gravitational pull,,,)
-i went with tami and 2 of her friends (heather and _________,,,, i forgot her name) to the spot thurs (30OCT08) night which was really fun and cool,,,, idk insecurities and whatnot,,,
-im thinking i want to cut my hair which is now this long:
its just gotten to the point where i dont know what to do with it anymore
-skool is a bore, life seems a chore, i dont know anymore,,,, i just need some direction and motivation,,,,
-mom cleaned my room some which seems like it will be a push in the right direction,,,
-back to 'studying' i shall go