Just clearing a few things up...
WHOA! I think that really was a record. But most of it was just fighint with the people that did comment. I didnt mean to start up thsi huge thing with that journal entry, i was really upset, and still am, about what craig said, maybe I shoudnt have written it in here, but i just wrote the way i feel, and how i was hurt. But let me clear some things up...
*MOST IMPORTANT: Jill its not you that I am talking about. I luv you and Dane, Ash, Shan, Leeanne and I want to still be friends with you guys b/c you have been there for me like through everything. The people I am talking about are SAY AND JAY AND ANYONE ELSE TO OPENLY ACTS LIKE THEY HATE ME...HEY REALITY CHECK (I DONT GIVE A SHIT) AND I AM NOT DUMB, I KNOW WHAT YOU SAY YOU WILL BE SUPRISED WHO I KNOW IN OUR SCHOOL...Just b/c I broke up with craig doesnt mean I dont want to hang out with you. I would LOVE to hang out again...i honestly would...but i didnt want to come into seans house or make craig feel uncomfortbale b/c you guys were his friends first...and i felt like maybe it would seem like i am trying to take you all from him if I show up where he is. But now, I honestly dont care if he is there, b/c I luv you guys and i will never give you up...MUAH! i am sorry that it sounded like I didnt want to be friends with you b/c I really REALLY do.
*Third: What Craig did was rude and ignorant and I dont really want ot talk to him right now. But what he said to me only a few of you will know. Dont try and defend him through is b/c he was wrong, and he is NOT the victim and he needs to stop acting like he is. he fucked up...its plain and simple
*Fourth: what the hell was said to Robbie? I know i wasnt there, but from what i am reading...it was wrong...and I think that robbie deserves an apology... shit i was fixing this and i forgot what else i wrote...shit...im sorry robbie.. i was supposed to delete something else, and now i forgot what that was...awww man i hate computers... :(
*Fifth: Shannon i am not mad at what you wrote...I dont really care... :) xoxo but ths kid makes a good point about craig...
*Sixth: Shannon and I have always been good friends. granted shit went down and we have grown farther apart, but we chatted and got all the mess out of the way. We are not good friends anymore...who knows... If it turns out to be true, which she told me it wasnt, I dont care anymore b/c I am so much happier now, and everyone thats close to me can see it, probably including you b/c you seem to know me pretty well, and you seem to be a good friend. please dont make fun of shannon anymore, it causes extra bullshit for both me and you, and we dont deserve that. and it hurts her...and i dont think she REALLY deserves that either, even though some things said hurt me. i dont know whats going on, but thank you for defending me i GREATLY appreciate it and you did make my day, but just leave her out of this, please...thank you person for caring.. :) But shannon, you would be pretty hurt too if you read what craig wrote to me and you were in my shoes. so please look at it both ways...
I just got a call from Lisa Martel, I cannot WAIT for her graduation party. She when everyone looking for my number, she is so cute. this summer we are hopefully gunna get alot closer just like in 8th grade... :)
I CANNOT WAIT FOR PROM!!! Dan is my date and we had so much fun at junior prom i cannot WAIT for senior prom... We are in the limo with Jamie and Jon, Colin and Tara, George and Katie, Caitlin and her date, Amy and Ryan, and Tianna and Spo. I am so happy spo is going too b/c now dan with be able to hang w/ him too. I cant wait! Dan is so excited too, aw he is so cute... He better not hurt himself again!!! :)
**Caity we are gunna have SOOOO much fun! ((excited clap)) luv u babe...sisters!!!!
*MOST IMPORTANT: Jill its not you that I am talking about. I luv you and Dane, Ash, Shan, Leeanne and I want to still be friends with you guys b/c you have been there for me like through everything. The people I am talking about are SAY AND JAY AND ANYONE ELSE TO OPENLY ACTS LIKE THEY HATE ME...HEY REALITY CHECK (I DONT GIVE A SHIT) AND I AM NOT DUMB, I KNOW WHAT YOU SAY YOU WILL BE SUPRISED WHO I KNOW IN OUR SCHOOL...Just b/c I broke up with craig doesnt mean I dont want to hang out with you. I would LOVE to hang out again...i honestly would...but i didnt want to come into seans house or make craig feel uncomfortbale b/c you guys were his friends first...and i felt like maybe it would seem like i am trying to take you all from him if I show up where he is. But now, I honestly dont care if he is there, b/c I luv you guys and i will never give you up...MUAH! i am sorry that it sounded like I didnt want to be friends with you b/c I really REALLY do.
*Third: What Craig did was rude and ignorant and I dont really want ot talk to him right now. But what he said to me only a few of you will know. Dont try and defend him through is b/c he was wrong, and he is NOT the victim and he needs to stop acting like he is. he fucked up...its plain and simple
*Fourth: what the hell was said to Robbie? I know i wasnt there, but from what i am reading...it was wrong...and I think that robbie deserves an apology... shit i was fixing this and i forgot what else i wrote...shit...im sorry robbie.. i was supposed to delete something else, and now i forgot what that was...awww man i hate computers... :(
*Fifth: Shannon i am not mad at what you wrote...I dont really care... :) xoxo but ths kid makes a good point about craig...
*Sixth: Shannon and I have always been good friends. granted shit went down and we have grown farther apart, but we chatted and got all the mess out of the way. We are not good friends anymore...who knows... If it turns out to be true, which she told me it wasnt, I dont care anymore b/c I am so much happier now, and everyone thats close to me can see it, probably including you b/c you seem to know me pretty well, and you seem to be a good friend. please dont make fun of shannon anymore, it causes extra bullshit for both me and you, and we dont deserve that. and it hurts her...and i dont think she REALLY deserves that either, even though some things said hurt me. i dont know whats going on, but thank you for defending me i GREATLY appreciate it and you did make my day, but just leave her out of this, please...thank you person for caring.. :) But shannon, you would be pretty hurt too if you read what craig wrote to me and you were in my shoes. so please look at it both ways...
I just got a call from Lisa Martel, I cannot WAIT for her graduation party. She when everyone looking for my number, she is so cute. this summer we are hopefully gunna get alot closer just like in 8th grade... :)
I CANNOT WAIT FOR PROM!!! Dan is my date and we had so much fun at junior prom i cannot WAIT for senior prom... We are in the limo with Jamie and Jon, Colin and Tara, George and Katie, Caitlin and her date, Amy and Ryan, and Tianna and Spo. I am so happy spo is going too b/c now dan with be able to hang w/ him too. I cant wait! Dan is so excited too, aw he is so cute... He better not hurt himself again!!! :)
**Caity we are gunna have SOOOO much fun! ((excited clap)) luv u babe...sisters!!!!