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yea, so i never update this thing anymore.. it use to be such a part of my life! ha..ha..ha.. ok anyways, um.. to update all you people who dont give a crap lol
my dad kicked me outta my house last tuesday because i left my house without telling him.. then a lot hit me and i realized a lot, that i do need my dad 'cuz at first i didnt give two shits..but then my brother, who means like everything to me, basically told me to fuck off and that he was just sick of my crap, and that's when my eyes just opened up to a lot of shit that i had been doing very wrong... so i called my dad up on thursday and talked it all out with him, and i agreed to abide by his rules, until i get everything in my life in order.. Job, college, etc.
my brother and i, needless to say, are on good terms again. and im not kicked out anymore.
You never realize what you're losing until they tell you to "fuck off" (or just say bye, whatever works for you).. never thought that saying was true.. but it really is
So im going to register for college today, and get everything in order, my dad said once i got into college, he'd get me a cell phone, and then i'd have my car once i got my job, and he'd get me my licence this week so i could have that freedom and what not.. so everything is going good.. and all i had to do was listen to my dad.. Wow.. the things i get when i actually listen.. big surprise..lol
anyways, i've just realize a lot the past week, like this girl died in our school and it made me realize, what would i do if someone that i really cared about, just died..so anyone close to me now, or that i care about i want them to know that...if they dont care, then that's always fine, but at least they'll know that i do care about them and what not..
on a side note, im sick as a big piece of poop. it sucks. im hackin up a storm, like coughing for 1 minute straight, my lungs feel like they're going to give out on me.. it could also be the smoking.. who knows..my nose is running like a fountain and i dont like it one bit. Sniff sniff, cough cough.. what a way to go through your day.
zxcvbnm
um....yea.. so.. im hanging out with reem on wednesday, and then this weekend with alyssa to go up to target and look through the whole store for something.. ha.. that's gonna be a riot. 8 pages..
yea, last night alyssa and i really wanted to fuck with some people, so we were searching myspace for people, and i was sending them messages like "hey good looking, your profile got me interested" and shit like that.. ha.. or "hey sexy thang....how ya doin?" stupid shit like that..some of the people we found... just. wow.. mind boggling their pictures haha.. like this 19 year old who looked 12, or this guy who had pink spandex on.... we wanted to find someone with AIM.. but yea.. myspace people are gay...like me.. i'm gay, 'cuz i have one..i feel weird talkin to people that i dont know.. for example, within like 10 minutes of talking to me, they wanna meet me, it's like DUDE, THAT'S NOT RIGHT.. i dont frickin know you! people are very desperate these days, i'll tell ya. i mean, i know this chick, who's dated about 10 people off of myspace.. that's freaky.. just freaky...
*goosebumps*
anyways, im rambling about my unfun life.
so bye
my dad kicked me outta my house last tuesday because i left my house without telling him.. then a lot hit me and i realized a lot, that i do need my dad 'cuz at first i didnt give two shits..but then my brother, who means like everything to me, basically told me to fuck off and that he was just sick of my crap, and that's when my eyes just opened up to a lot of shit that i had been doing very wrong... so i called my dad up on thursday and talked it all out with him, and i agreed to abide by his rules, until i get everything in my life in order.. Job, college, etc.
my brother and i, needless to say, are on good terms again. and im not kicked out anymore.
You never realize what you're losing until they tell you to "fuck off" (or just say bye, whatever works for you).. never thought that saying was true.. but it really is
So im going to register for college today, and get everything in order, my dad said once i got into college, he'd get me a cell phone, and then i'd have my car once i got my job, and he'd get me my licence this week so i could have that freedom and what not.. so everything is going good.. and all i had to do was listen to my dad.. Wow.. the things i get when i actually listen.. big surprise..lol
anyways, i've just realize a lot the past week, like this girl died in our school and it made me realize, what would i do if someone that i really cared about, just died..so anyone close to me now, or that i care about i want them to know that...if they dont care, then that's always fine, but at least they'll know that i do care about them and what not..
on a side note, im sick as a big piece of poop. it sucks. im hackin up a storm, like coughing for 1 minute straight, my lungs feel like they're going to give out on me.. it could also be the smoking.. who knows..my nose is running like a fountain and i dont like it one bit. Sniff sniff, cough cough.. what a way to go through your day.
zxcvbnm
um....yea.. so.. im hanging out with reem on wednesday, and then this weekend with alyssa to go up to target and look through the whole store for something.. ha.. that's gonna be a riot. 8 pages..
yea, last night alyssa and i really wanted to fuck with some people, so we were searching myspace for people, and i was sending them messages like "hey good looking, your profile got me interested" and shit like that.. ha.. or "hey sexy thang....how ya doin?" stupid shit like that..some of the people we found... just. wow.. mind boggling their pictures haha.. like this 19 year old who looked 12, or this guy who had pink spandex on.... we wanted to find someone with AIM.. but yea.. myspace people are gay...like me.. i'm gay, 'cuz i have one..i feel weird talkin to people that i dont know.. for example, within like 10 minutes of talking to me, they wanna meet me, it's like DUDE, THAT'S NOT RIGHT.. i dont frickin know you! people are very desperate these days, i'll tell ya. i mean, i know this chick, who's dated about 10 people off of myspace.. that's freaky.. just freaky...
*goosebumps*
anyways, im rambling about my unfun life.
so bye