my guy dilemma and such
well.. I have been trying to find someone that I would have a good time with at Prom. The thing is. I can't find anyone. My sights are set on one person. and IT'S IMPOSSIBLE!!! My peerleadership people keep telling me to go for it,, but they don't understand... I Can't! oh well. Am I ever in a situation. Kira set me up on this blind date because she said it was time for me to move on because she can't stand to see me unhappy anymore... well this guy was SUPER cute! and he's 19.. but he looks like hes about 30! and we got along well and he has horses and such.. but there is something about thim that makes me uncomfortable. I don't know what it is. He said that he would love to go to my prom with me... but ehh I dont think so. Oh and then there's the whole Jeremy issue. I still have some feelings (very minor) for him even though he is a MANWHORE! well I saw him the other day and we talked and he is changing he's found himself a new flavor that has lasted longer than a week! and he said he would have liked me to have been that kind of girl...grrr... lets see.. Joe Johnson asked me to prom... and Tom O'Brien.. both a definate no.. Tom has been trying soo hard to get with me and I can't seem to get him to see the picture..I don't want to be with anyone! well at least him. I hate this I really wanna go to prom with someone and not alone! there is one chice but he's still in college right now and doesnt get home until later this week and thats late to make him get a tux and such and i dont know how he'd react.. Im such a chicken when it comes to asking. Oh Drew is going with megan contino :( oh well. Oh Oh Oh!!!! you'll never guess where i got my prom dress!!! from Jovani in New York!!!!!Its sooo pretty and its purple.. i little revealing but its sexy.. and im getting the neck line raised so its not so plunging.. lol Its soo pretty.. if you wanna see it go to www.Jovani.com and go to the prom collection its style number 2118145. Its gonna suck though if i spend $290 on a dress plus the alterations then not even have a date! I can't believe I am spending that much on a dress!! The most ive spent on a dress is $110 or something like that and even that I felt was too much. I'm even getting elbow length gloves.. should be really sexy lol... oh well im gonna go and try to muster (is that how you spell that?!) up the courage to ask this guy to prom.then im going to bed.. nighty!