May 09, 2004 00:58
wow i havewnt written in here in ages... hehe okiee i've ben pretty much up too nothing lately just school which its getting stressing me getting depressed about it getting pissed off alot and being soo damn emotional about everything... my mom saying shit too me and ect.. its like things always get bad for me but today im okie im actually doing good and i thank all my friends who love me for that you all make it clear for me too see things for me to except the way life is and stuf like that your all the greatest ever and i thank you all for being here for me :)I
finally slept lastnight...
Here's a crazy dream i had lol okiee ummm let me tell yall bout my lovely dream lastnight lol i dreampt that i was in this room it was all white nothing on the walls.. no chairs no nothing and i was just standing there lookin at everything until someone came in... its like they entered the room with a cloud of smoke i dont who it was but its someone who i didnt wanna see then they left and i was again left standing alone... i dont even know why i was there in the first place it was sooo weird... but what if that comes true? i mean what if someday i end up in that same white room wondering all sorts of thuings? could dreams mean anything at all.... i know some do but that i don't see how it could :/