Oct 29, 2005 21:35
It would be good if I could actually remember to take my medication at the same time each day, every day. I hate being bound to this daily ritual, but it's necessary and I wish I had the memory and the dicipline to do it properly. I wonder when the contract will end? I am afraid of breaking it, but I fear being dependant forever. Will I really be whole, be me, until I can stand alone?