probably the only post of 2013
dear livejournal,
it has been several months since i last posted. I am now working freelance and i have had like several art existential crises in the meantime. (examples including, OH GOSH I WANT TO DO COMICS AND ALSO WORK FOR A BIG ANIMATION STUDIO AND ALSO A TRIPLE A GAME STUDIO AND WORK ON MY OWN STUFF OH AND I WANT TO DO 3D AND LEARN HOW TO CODE GAMES BLABLA)
self doubt loves me a lot. so does anxiety. sometimes going out to do normal things freaks me out, but most of the time i think i got my shit together. i'm all right. I HAVE TO GET MY SHIT TOGETHER or else i'll be so boring and i'll be friendless in my thirties blah blah blah
i'm now on one of my better days, but i still can't sleep when i want to (or need to). my sleeping patterns are probably more suited to a night-shift job. when i want to sleep, i can't sleep. and then i fall asleep during hours i'm not supposed to. wtf.
my driver's test is scheduled next week. i'm twenty four and i still don't drive, who'da thunk. i don't think it wouldn't surprise anybody, though.
HEHE I WONDER WHO STILL USES LIVEJOURNAL AMONGST MY FRIENDS LIST LOL
- K.
it has been several months since i last posted. I am now working freelance and i have had like several art existential crises in the meantime. (examples including, OH GOSH I WANT TO DO COMICS AND ALSO WORK FOR A BIG ANIMATION STUDIO AND ALSO A TRIPLE A GAME STUDIO AND WORK ON MY OWN STUFF OH AND I WANT TO DO 3D AND LEARN HOW TO CODE GAMES BLABLA)
self doubt loves me a lot. so does anxiety. sometimes going out to do normal things freaks me out, but most of the time i think i got my shit together. i'm all right. I HAVE TO GET MY SHIT TOGETHER or else i'll be so boring and i'll be friendless in my thirties blah blah blah
i'm now on one of my better days, but i still can't sleep when i want to (or need to). my sleeping patterns are probably more suited to a night-shift job. when i want to sleep, i can't sleep. and then i fall asleep during hours i'm not supposed to. wtf.
my driver's test is scheduled next week. i'm twenty four and i still don't drive, who'da thunk. i don't think it wouldn't surprise anybody, though.
HEHE I WONDER WHO STILL USES LIVEJOURNAL AMONGST MY FRIENDS LIST LOL
- K.