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So last time i left you my world was perfect! i had just quit my very much hated job and i was off to my first week of college life. Over the course of the week, i can tell you that things have greatly changed. I'm single now, i'm not as smart as i thought and i hate mandeville more than ever now. haha, i don't mean to be so pessimistic or negative about life but i guess things just didn't go my way lately. College was great! i definately had a lot of fun while i was there. i met so many new people and experienced a little bit of sorority life. we went to the sig ep crawfish boil on friday and that was pretty fun but what can i say, after getting dumped, you're just not in the mood to party. I actually wasn't dumped, we were just fighting at that point, but maybe he finally realized what a bitch i really am, who knows, thats life. I tried to cover everything up and act like nothing was wrong and i was having a great time but when we were leaving the crawfish boil going to tiger bar, this guy picked me up and carried me to the car. i dunno why that bothered me so much but it was just at that exact moment that i wanted to go home and call brook and be like wow i'm sry i'm being such a bitch lately. but calling him then wasnt the answer. i figured i'd say something stupid that i'd regret so i kept everything to myself that night and just passed out. the next morning the reality of my perfect little relationship being over hit me like a ton of bricks. it always does. am i really that blind to not see anything coming? maybe i am, i dunno. ahhh my life is always crazy, haha. i was so pissed on thursday and i just wanted to end it right then but as soon as i got my wish i wanted to take it all back, its weird how things work out like that. ohwell thats just life and thats all i'm going to say on the subject.
Despite the downfalls of my week there were a few brighter moments. I tested out of 10 hours which is nothing to sneeze at. i mean i am not a genious like jordan or jake but who cares, i think its pretty damn good. i'll be going to college with an entire semester already behind me! so that wasn't bad and there was always so much going on at lsu, i can't wait to be up there. thursday we played frisbee on the parade grounds and then went to a free concert, which was awesome, not only bc it was free but bc it was a damn good band and i got interveiwed by MTV! haha so you may see me on TV talking about how sudan is in the middle east, hahaha damnit patrick, why didn't you just not say anything, maybe no one caught it! (its in africa if you didn't catch that) lol i'm such a nerd and definately not a geography major but ohwell it was fun! and we got free redbull too! but i don't really like redbull but everything was free so it made that day awesome. oh yeah and i saw the incredibles on this big movie screen they set up on the parade grounds. that was pretty cool. i didn't see the whole thing b/c i kinda got pissed but i mean, it was my own fault i didn't enjoy it. maybe they'll do that again sometime and i can go see it and be happy! hahaha hmmm what else? well i already told ya'll about the crawfish boil, that was awesome and i could definately see myself hanging out with fraternity guys next year, haha and i guess thats about it. Overall, i kinda felt like i was on a rollercoaster all week. i would have so much fun and be like the happiest person in the world, then i'd be brought down like a ton of bricks, haha ohwell it was a nice vacation from mandeville thats for sure and i can't wait to live there!