what a way to start my college life
Well i should probably update everyone. I am not longer a student at good old Troy State University. My financial aide didnt come through with enough money. Thats right i made a a whole four days as a college student. I feel like a failure and that i have let everyone down. I know thats not the case but i cant help but feel this way. In a way i am kinda relieved. I didnt get along with my room mate all that much so it tended to make things a little difficult. I was just starting to love it down here. I know that i had said that i hated it here and i wanted to come home but i never really ment it. I was determinded to make it a year but some times things just dont go the way you want them to. But i know that this happened for a reason. Im sure that with me being this close to Dustin that he would have tried something. He has gone crazy. He is out of my life for good. When i get home i am getting a no contact order so that he is forced to leave me alone. but any way sorry i got side tracked. So i am coming home and taking a semester maybe even a year off. Just to get everything figured out. My lovely boyfriend is driving all the way down here by himself to pick me up and bring me home. Thats right i called Adam my boyfriend we are offically together. All of the true feelings we had for each other come out just before i left. Things are looking pretty serious. I know that i said it about Dustin but I really truely think that Adam is the one. Things are so much differnt with him. and the feelings that i have for him dont even compare to the feelings that i had for Dustin. At least i dont have to worry about Adam hitting me like Dustin did. Again i got side tracked sorry. If you havent noticed i am not to fond of Dustin. BUT Any way. Adam and i are talking about getting an appartment together back home well most likely in Burnsville. I am so excited to start looking. I know im crazy but thats what love will do to you. well i am gonna run. I hope to hear from you all. I miss you and good luck at school. Please dont think that i am a failure.