May 13, 2006 15:49
i dont know how to love him.
what to do how to move him.
hes a man
hes just a man.
and ive had so many men before
in very many ways
hes just one more.
should i tear him down?
should i scream and shout?
should i speak of love?
let my feelings out?
i never thought id come to this.
whats it all about?
i dont know how to take this
why i should be in this position.
im the one whos always been
so calm so cool
no lovers fool
running every show
he scares me so.
who knew i could relate to a song about mary magdalene and jesus?
on a different note, I GOT A SUPER DIVA RECITAL DRESS TODAY AND ROCK STEADY VINTAGE PEARLS AND GLOVES TO GO WITH IT! Its getting altered at Nordstrom so now all i have to do is wait. and no more shoppping in the fall frantically trying to find a dress for my recital. whoo hoo! and lynn, i love my man pants. i got more seersucker ones from jcrew. i will be boyish but i dont care. i cant wait for the summer to start and to hang out with my girls in west 1 !!!!