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so I realized that I started the last 2 entries with my world is swirling around me. lol.
Right now I am sitting in my office at work. its thanksgiving break. I dont know if I want to go back to school come sunday. I do because I love school and my friends there. I just dont want to go back to the feeling of being overwhelmed. Maybe it wont be so bad. I miss my dorm room. I miss my friends. I miss passion. I miss living life to the fullest.
Home is so different then school. I know this is an obvious statement. I wish that when I was home people were as spontaneous and random and adventerous as my friends at school are. Its funny because some of the people here at home are that way at school with me but when we are home they need to make plans like 10 million years in advance. I hate sitting around waiting for people to call. I guess its good that I dont have as much to do at home, it gives me a chance to sit around and relax at home. I have obviously needed the rest I fell asleep last night at like 10:30 and didnt wake up until 7, when my mom woke me up for work. Normally I dont go to sleep until around 1 at least. I got a full 8 hours of sleep last night. Its strange. I got like 10 hours the night before too. Maybe I need to get more sleep at school. to bad I have to much work for that. I need to budget my time better I think. I need to be in the practice lab and the library more often. that way i dont fail out of school.
I want today at work to fly by. I want it to feel like 15 minutes. I want to get off work and hang out with my friends. friends make me smile :-)
I am happy for tomorrow, we put up the christmas tree. I loved the christmas music in the car this morning, it made me smile and be excited for life. I realized I am so immature and childish sometimes. Lets jump on the metro and see where it takes us. my thoughts are so scattered right now.
i am going to end this entry now bc i am no longer making any sense at all.
happy thanksgiving
countdowns before i go....
finals week:17 days
new jersey with bsm:21 days
home for winter break:23 days
christmas:31 days
new years:37 days
Right now I am sitting in my office at work. its thanksgiving break. I dont know if I want to go back to school come sunday. I do because I love school and my friends there. I just dont want to go back to the feeling of being overwhelmed. Maybe it wont be so bad. I miss my dorm room. I miss my friends. I miss passion. I miss living life to the fullest.
Home is so different then school. I know this is an obvious statement. I wish that when I was home people were as spontaneous and random and adventerous as my friends at school are. Its funny because some of the people here at home are that way at school with me but when we are home they need to make plans like 10 million years in advance. I hate sitting around waiting for people to call. I guess its good that I dont have as much to do at home, it gives me a chance to sit around and relax at home. I have obviously needed the rest I fell asleep last night at like 10:30 and didnt wake up until 7, when my mom woke me up for work. Normally I dont go to sleep until around 1 at least. I got a full 8 hours of sleep last night. Its strange. I got like 10 hours the night before too. Maybe I need to get more sleep at school. to bad I have to much work for that. I need to budget my time better I think. I need to be in the practice lab and the library more often. that way i dont fail out of school.
I want today at work to fly by. I want it to feel like 15 minutes. I want to get off work and hang out with my friends. friends make me smile :-)
I am happy for tomorrow, we put up the christmas tree. I loved the christmas music in the car this morning, it made me smile and be excited for life. I realized I am so immature and childish sometimes. Lets jump on the metro and see where it takes us. my thoughts are so scattered right now.
i am going to end this entry now bc i am no longer making any sense at all.
happy thanksgiving
countdowns before i go....
finals week:17 days
new jersey with bsm:21 days
home for winter break:23 days
christmas:31 days
new years:37 days