my thoughts progress..
i hate being 17. you never know what to think. everything is all jumbled. a simple decision like.. what to wear turns into an emotional matter. im so sick of it. grr.
please speak slowly
my heart is learning
teach me heartache
s t o p t h i s b u r n i n g ... now.
last night was a horrible night. first a talk with kyle that left me completely confused and wondering. and then a 3 hour lecture from my dad. but at the end of the night went i went to close my eyes.. for some reason i smiled. i was at peace. i dont know why or how but i realized that it is gonna be okay. im not gonna let myself worrying about anything anymore. im gonna take everything one day at a time.. im gonna do and say what my heart truely feels. im done caring about what others may think. from now on.. its about me.
please speak slowly
my heart is learning
teach me heartache
s t o p t h i s b u r n i n g ... now.
last night was a horrible night. first a talk with kyle that left me completely confused and wondering. and then a 3 hour lecture from my dad. but at the end of the night went i went to close my eyes.. for some reason i smiled. i was at peace. i dont know why or how but i realized that it is gonna be okay. im not gonna let myself worrying about anything anymore. im gonna take everything one day at a time.. im gonna do and say what my heart truely feels. im done caring about what others may think. from now on.. its about me.