shut your mouth
i am finally growing up. i control my moods. i control situtations that could get really ugly by breathing in and out slowly. the thing is that i dont care. this life is short and there is sooo much beauty! i just think of the good stuff. the stuff that makes you smile no matter how down you are... like my niece riley. she is such a beautiful little girl and so innocent. she does nothing my giggle. and watching her learn in one of the greatest miracles. the weather this weekend has been so amazing... watching the sun set on the lake last night was such an awesome way to end the week.
and dont get me started on the music... when i close my eyes i feel invisible. untouchable. happy. life is getting so complicated and i need my music time to take me away. if i see one more bill in my folder.. imma freaaaak out. what happened to the simplu life? no cell phones, no reality tv, no digital cameras and no drama.