Dec 05, 2007 01:43
No Satan, I won't marry you.
My rage grows with my heart and soon the fight will consume my whole being, but until that day I will indulge each like a spoiled child and turn my head from the inevitable.
I need to find that hat for Abby. Am I really ready to become a murderer? Yes. I sicken myself sometimes.
But that's your favorite thing about me.
That hole where my conscience used to be (if there ever was one to start with) is beautiful to you.
SickSickSick
But if there is something to fight it (which there must be if it hurts) it is buried and blackened and dying.
No more treatment. Just die. Just fucking die.
But technically I'm the happiest I've ever been.
Say "Hi!" to your neighbors and remember to smile, even if it hurts a little.
WOOHOO!!!!!