how peculiar
so i'm sitting here at work and i just looked up my old best friend's telephone number on whitepages.
why has it taken me so long to remember how to spell her last name? i guess when youre a kid that kind of thing doesn't matter. after trying to find her on facebook with a really broad search for "sch" it finally came to me as i looked at all those weird last names. she's not on facebook...did she already go to college or just not go?
we knew each other all the way from preschool to about 9th grade and she moved away. rhys you dated her for like a month. donna remember?
i'm really apprehensive about calling her. how much has she changed? last time i talked to her was in high school and she had just moved to oklahoma from california. in california she had done a lot of real drugs and had real problems and i dont know if it would be any better in oklahoma.
would she even remember me?
is she alive?
i think this is the biggest question in my mind. i dont want to call her dad and him tell me that she OD'd on crack three years ago.
what a pickle. now i have this oklahoma phone number for her dad's address burning in my cell phone.
what am i going to say? she was the closest person to me before she left and i found lauren. now we might not even have anything to say to each other.
what if she's married? has kids?
what if the number doesn't work and all of this anxiety is for nothing. we'll see.
countdown till megan gets balls starts now.
why has it taken me so long to remember how to spell her last name? i guess when youre a kid that kind of thing doesn't matter. after trying to find her on facebook with a really broad search for "sch" it finally came to me as i looked at all those weird last names. she's not on facebook...did she already go to college or just not go?
we knew each other all the way from preschool to about 9th grade and she moved away. rhys you dated her for like a month. donna remember?
i'm really apprehensive about calling her. how much has she changed? last time i talked to her was in high school and she had just moved to oklahoma from california. in california she had done a lot of real drugs and had real problems and i dont know if it would be any better in oklahoma.
would she even remember me?
is she alive?
i think this is the biggest question in my mind. i dont want to call her dad and him tell me that she OD'd on crack three years ago.
what a pickle. now i have this oklahoma phone number for her dad's address burning in my cell phone.
what am i going to say? she was the closest person to me before she left and i found lauren. now we might not even have anything to say to each other.
what if she's married? has kids?
what if the number doesn't work and all of this anxiety is for nothing. we'll see.
countdown till megan gets balls starts now.