Stuck in the middle with her
I don't know what to think at this point. Mike tells me he hates me and that he doesn't want me in his life after I spend an hour that I don't really have trying to prevent his suicide only to find out later that this bitch set him up to do it again, that he was testing me.
I am so lost and don't know what to believe. I'm so lost. That's about where I am at. I thought he knew and got what I was trying to say. I thought he got that he needed to do things himself that I wanted to be his friend if possible but that I couldn't be the one he always turned to, that I had a life and responsiblities and stresses as well.
Now I'm getting all this crap from his to be torturer. Whatever.
This is what she's planning and I feel sorry that I can't contact him to do anything about it. But I'm going to try to do what he asked.
This is the insanity of the convo (which was had on his hacked sn again):
12:28he thought u still cared about him
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mmoonstars
12:28i do
the_unknown_poet_68
12:29and tonight u proved him totally wrong
mmoonstars
12:29i just can't be his crutch
12:29i can't fix him
12:29i can only be there so much
the_unknown_poet_68
12:29so now when i show up tomorrow and give him a shoulder to cry on, he'll be mine
mmoonstars
12:29good for you
12:29i don't want to date him
the_unknown_poet_68
12:29well, there was nothing wrong with him tonight
mmoonstars
12:29we've been over that
12:30not permenantly no
the_unknown_poet_68
12:30it was all fake other than the last call
12:30that last call, was all real and he heats u now
mmoonstars
12:31well if he wants to hate me for me not wanting to let him commit suicide so be it
the_unknown_poet_68
12:31i doesn't matter that u don't want to date him as long as u still had anything to do with him he would not get involved with anyone else
mmoonstars
12:31i'm tired of you interfereing between teh two of use
12:31us*
12:31he knows that we could have talked
the_unknown_poet_68
12:32well, not anymore
mmoonstars
12:32he knows that we were going to talk soon and sort things out
12:32but thats on him
the_unknown_poet_68
12:32he won't have anything to do with u now
mmoonstars
12:32and that was his choice
the_unknown_poet_68
12:32i'm going to wrap him a round my little finger
mmoonstars
12:32i just thought it was funny that we both ended up crying in balls on our beds
12:33well good luck keeping him there he won't stand for it
the_unknown_poet_68
12:33no actually it was ur choice by not going to him tonight
mmoonstars
12:33yea i'm done listening to you
12:33good nite
the_unknown_poet_68
12:33if u would have done that i wouldn't stand a chance
12:34he'll stay wrapped around my finger, i'll make sure that he does
12:34and i won't let u interfer in any way with that
mmoonstars
12:35well i'm going to respect his wishes and not contact him
12:35something you can't seem to do, keep your promises about not talking to me again etc
the_unknown_poet_68
12:35make sure that u don't contact him
12:36well after listening to what happened tonight, i couldn't help myself
12:36and i had to say thanks
12:37he won't have anything to do with u now
12:37u could even go over tonight to say ur sorry about what happened and i doubt he would even let u in the building
12:38i dare u to try
12:38go on put on some clothes and drive over
12:39see what happens
protect him if u can
mmoonstars
12:40he's made his choice and now it's his turn to help himself and deal with the consequences
I am so lost and don't know what to believe. I'm so lost. That's about where I am at. I thought he knew and got what I was trying to say. I thought he got that he needed to do things himself that I wanted to be his friend if possible but that I couldn't be the one he always turned to, that I had a life and responsiblities and stresses as well.
Now I'm getting all this crap from his to be torturer. Whatever.
This is what she's planning and I feel sorry that I can't contact him to do anything about it. But I'm going to try to do what he asked.
This is the insanity of the convo (which was had on his hacked sn again):
12:28he thought u still cared about him
the_unknown_poet_68 appears to be offlineHe or she will receive your messages after signing in
mmoonstars
12:28i do
the_unknown_poet_68
12:29and tonight u proved him totally wrong
mmoonstars
12:29i just can't be his crutch
12:29i can't fix him
12:29i can only be there so much
the_unknown_poet_68
12:29so now when i show up tomorrow and give him a shoulder to cry on, he'll be mine
mmoonstars
12:29good for you
12:29i don't want to date him
the_unknown_poet_68
12:29well, there was nothing wrong with him tonight
mmoonstars
12:29we've been over that
12:30not permenantly no
the_unknown_poet_68
12:30it was all fake other than the last call
12:30that last call, was all real and he heats u now
mmoonstars
12:31well if he wants to hate me for me not wanting to let him commit suicide so be it
the_unknown_poet_68
12:31i doesn't matter that u don't want to date him as long as u still had anything to do with him he would not get involved with anyone else
mmoonstars
12:31i'm tired of you interfereing between teh two of use
12:31us*
12:31he knows that we could have talked
the_unknown_poet_68
12:32well, not anymore
mmoonstars
12:32he knows that we were going to talk soon and sort things out
12:32but thats on him
the_unknown_poet_68
12:32he won't have anything to do with u now
mmoonstars
12:32and that was his choice
the_unknown_poet_68
12:32i'm going to wrap him a round my little finger
mmoonstars
12:32i just thought it was funny that we both ended up crying in balls on our beds
12:33well good luck keeping him there he won't stand for it
the_unknown_poet_68
12:33no actually it was ur choice by not going to him tonight
mmoonstars
12:33yea i'm done listening to you
12:33good nite
the_unknown_poet_68
12:33if u would have done that i wouldn't stand a chance
12:34he'll stay wrapped around my finger, i'll make sure that he does
12:34and i won't let u interfer in any way with that
mmoonstars
12:35well i'm going to respect his wishes and not contact him
12:35something you can't seem to do, keep your promises about not talking to me again etc
the_unknown_poet_68
12:35make sure that u don't contact him
12:36well after listening to what happened tonight, i couldn't help myself
12:36and i had to say thanks
12:37he won't have anything to do with u now
12:37u could even go over tonight to say ur sorry about what happened and i doubt he would even let u in the building
12:38i dare u to try
12:38go on put on some clothes and drive over
12:39see what happens
protect him if u can
mmoonstars
12:40he's made his choice and now it's his turn to help himself and deal with the consequences